Needing to be kept in check, good or bad?

So I don’t know what it is but unless a black man keeps me firmly in check I totally lose interest.

I’ve had some tell me I’m damaged and they don’t want to deal with it and some who love to keep me in check.

What I mean by keep me in check is make sure I know my place with a black man and with him. If it means him giving me a well earned slap or TELLING me I’m going to fuck his friend because he wants him to fix his car or just to make sure I know what I am.

I’ve had a few nice black men who want to wife me up and make me their one and only and it just doesn’t do it for me. Being treated as an equal or better just turns me off and fucks with my head.

I tried seeing a shrink about it and one told me it was because I started messing with much older blk men who treated me this way when I wasn’t old enough to vote yet (wink wink). And this type of stuff made me wired to crave it and need it.

The other shrink said it’s just what I like and some women are like this and just accept it and embrace it, which I’ve done.

So guys would you put up with a girl who needs to be kept in check and treated like she is property and needs to be used and passed around from time to time ?