Pantyhose, why?

I was asked how I started wearing pantyhose and why, so here is a brief explanation.

I was 11 when my brother told me and showed me how to masturbate, he was 12 and a buddy at school told him about it. He also wanted to try mom's undies, we tried her panties, girdles, pantyhose...he preferred the girdles and I fell in love with the feel of pantyhose. Mom found her stuff under our mattress and said we were sick, if we had had money I'm sure she would have had us in counseling. Anyway that didn't stop me.

As a teen growing up in the '70s I masturbated a lot. Yearbook, catalogs, magazines...you name it, a pretty girl with legs or tit showing and I was jerking. But I also enjoyed wearing mom's pantyhose. I thought I was the only guy who did, it was a turn on but also left me wondering about myself. It wasn't until I found the internet in the late '80s that I found that a lot of guys like wearing pantyhose.

I love the feel of pantyhose on my cock, ass and legs. I love the look of them on my body and feet. I love the taboo. I know most of society would look down on me if they knew I wore them, even as little as I do it. Real men don't wear woman's underwear. I know my friend's would probably not want to be friends anymore even though they all have their kinks I'm sure. I confessed to my wife once about it and she told me she would rather I stopped. I didn't of course but then several years later it came up again and she freaked out. Told me never to wear them again. Well I still enjoy them and she has no sex drive so I do what I want sexually with myself.

When on biz trips I like to wear pantyhose sometimes. One of my favorite things is to have them on under my pants without shoes and socks and walk down the hall to my room. I also enjoy answer the door for room service like that to see if they notice and will say anything. Never had one say anything. I have worn them under shorts a few times out doors, but always careful not to get caught. I have worn heels with them and love that feeling.

I have worn my mom's, wife's, daughter's, friend's, and pantyhose I have purchased.

That's me in a nutshell, let me know what you think.