Being Denied While Her Bull Got Everything

My wife has not had sex with me for a few years now. She says she feels bad about it but just doesn’t feel like it any more. Consequently, I’m in a constant state of arousal, masturbating most days, often several times a day while watching the many videos I took of her being fucked by her regular black bull, Joseph. It will come as no surprise that she regularly told me that Joseph was a far superior lover to me in every way and, of course, had a much bigger cock. She was very submissive to him and I loved seeing her kneel before him with her hands behind her back allowing him to face-fuck her, regularly yanking her head back to spit in her mouth to get it extra wet.

My wife always went to great lengths to make sure she looked very sexy for Joseph, dressing up in an array of black stockings, see-through thongs, heels and black basques (which pushed her luscious tits up and out). She would call me upstairs once she was ready to see what I thought of her outfit. Of course she always looked great - sexy as hell. I would kiss her on the cheek and tell her I loved her - no kissing on the lips as she didn't want her lipstick spoilt before Joseph arrived. Her lipstick usually ended up round the base of his thick cock. She would sometimes show me her immaculately smooth and hairless cunt prepared especially for him and very occasionally, if I was lucky, let me kiss and gently lick her slit before. If I got a little bit carried away licking her cunt she would push me away saying, no, she was reserved for Joseph.

At the time I was taking the videos I usually wouldn’t have had sex for several days so that she was ‘nice and fresh’ for Joseph. It excited me to be denied while watching her being dominated and used. Indeed, at the very earliest I wouldn’t get to have my cock up her until the night after Joseph had finished with her and sometimes much later. I enjoyed the twisted frustration of her lying in bed next to me reeking of Joseph’s spunk while not being allowed to fuck her myself. She liked him to cum over her face and I asked her not to wash it off until the next morning so she would smell 'nice' when in bed with me later. He would fuck her into delirium - I have lots of nice footage of her in such a state after a good fucking from him. However, wanking to these videos when I haven’t had sex for years magnifies my excitement and sense of humiliation even further. She doesn’t want any form of sex with me - other than cuddling and kissing - but here I am wanking to videos of my wife letting her much better and preferred lover do what ever he wants with her.

He liked to fuck her in different parts of the house - the kitchen being one of his favourites. I remember the first time I watched Joseph push his cock up my wife. He lifted her up onto the kitchen work surface next to the sink. He hadn't fucked her for a while due to me moving in with her and things settling down. As he pushed his cock up her she gasped, 'Oh, I remember'. He said,'You're going to come straight away'. She took only 27 seconds to squirt - I know this because I was videoing the whole thing. With Joseph she was multi-orgasmic and a squirter and she would cum on his command. Because he made her squirt repeatedly, using the kitchen to fuck her was a sensible choice. No session was complete without her licking his bum-hole for extended periods, spreading his arse cheeks and pushing her tongue as far up as she could get while moaning and gasping appreciatively. On one occasion, in the middle of rimming Joseph, she stopped to give me a big, wet kiss - I loved it. Most sessions included her getting a good arse-fucking (and on one occasion, double penetration with a black friend of his) and always climaxed (pun intended) with him spunking over her face and in her mouth. I can’t remember seeing her do ass to mouth with him but she admitted she often did. She would deny him nothing. Now, she denies me everything and I still love it.