Eddie and the Canadian
Here in Palm Springs there is a gay hotel called CCBC (Cathedral City Boys Club). There are many clothing optional hotels in the Palm Springs area and CCBC is the largest. In addition to the hotel rooms and pools it has a steam room, two play areas, and the walk. The Walk is a trail behind the rooms featuring several spots where people can have sex. If you are an exhibitionist when you have sex that is the place for you. All sorts of sex happen in the playrooms and in the walk. I used to go there often but they kept on raising the prices to the point of it being ridiculous. I found an alternative place called Canyon Club. In addition to being cheaper it is closer to my place so it is easier to go to. The demographics are the same and there are plenty of opportunities to play.
This situation happened several years ago. It was a normal Saturday morning at CCBC. I was floating around the pool. There were a lot of the regulars, some in the pool some lounging. One guy at the pool immediately caught my attention. He was a fairly attractive bear. There were other people in the pool but Eddie really appealed to me.
Eddie was a big burly redhead bear. He was moderately hairy I would say about 5’ 11” and at least 260 lbs. He was thick all over including the legs and especially the calves. He looked like a guy who may have played football in high school and built a strong foundation of muscles before adding a bit of fat. He was also clean-shaven which is rare for bears these days. These lips were thick and meaty and he had a strong nose. He had a tight set of balls and his dick looked thick with a fairly big mushroom head on it. He had a fair complexion and his hair had a curl to it that made him look like a Michelangelo statue, that is if Michelangelo chiseled bears out of marble. His nipples look like strawberries and cream. He was an above average handsome man by any standards. To make him even more attractive the few times I heard him speak he had a deep gravelly voice that exude masculinity. The voice looked the part and I really wanted to play with them.
Unfortunately Eddie was not attracted to me sexually. After all of these years chasing cock I became pretty good at evaluating when someone is or is not into me. He was nice and pleasant at the pool but pulled away when I tried to take it further. He did that in a very tactful and polite way, which made him even more attractive to me. That was a bit frustrating to me. Even after all these years I still don’t get used to the situation when I really want to play with a guy but he does not like me that way. It is not that it does not happen; I get as much rejection as the next guy, unfortunately as much as I tried to I have not yet mastered to just let it go. As the great philosopher Mick Jagger says, “you can’t always get what you want.”
Eddie did not seem to like me but this young man did. He was about 5’ 8”, fairly fit but not too muscular. He had dark hair and a handsome face. He was about 22 years old or so which is way too young to spark sexual interest in me. He seemed to follow me around the pool trying to make some sort of contact. I was not interested but was polite and sociable with him. He was a nice guy just not my type. We kept making small talk and I was always paying attention to what Eddie was doing.
Then I noticed that every time I would talk with the young man Eddie would come around to join the conversation. It became clear to me very quickly Eddie had the hots for the young guy. That is when I noticed the “triangle of impossibility” had formed. I was attracted to Eddie but not to the young guy; Eddie was attracted to the young guy (who did not seem to be interested in him) but not attracted to me; and the young guy was attracted to me but not to Eddie. For this reason the most likely outcome is that very one getting frustrated and no one is about to have any fun. I have encountered this situation before every once in a while and typically no one ends up getting laid. The movie “A Beautiful Mind” was about this subject when unless someone makes a concession no one will get their desired outcome.
One of the things I pride myself on is being able to understand a situation and do something to break the impasse. My sexuality has a bigger degree of flexibility than most guys. I am capable of making compromises to get what I ultimately want. That flexibility was enforced by my orientation towards self-improvement.
For many years I have been interested in self-help tapes and coaches. I have a box full of tapes and CDs on how to improve myself and become successful. Sometimes from an entire tape of 2 hours just one or two ideas become incorporated in my life. There was this guy called Zig Zigglar who was a motivational speaker. He passed away in 2012. I had many of his tapes. One of the central ideas he proposed and I practice is this: “You can get anything you want as long as you help other people get what they want.” This philosophy has helped me over the years. This situation is a perfect example of how to put it in practice.
Even though I was not attracted to the young guy I started to get closer to him and “give in” to his advances. The young guy was fairly attractive to people who like young people so it was not unpleasant to interact with him. I knew that if I got in a sexual situation with the young guy I would get Eddie or at least a part of Eddie which was better than no Eddie at all. That is what I ultimately wanted. Sometimes when I am in a bathhouse or a porno theater and there is a guy I want who is not into me I get my rocks off watching play with someone else if he lets me. Sometimes if I have the chance I find a way to help him maybe by playing with his nipples while he gets sucked by the other guy and similar behaviors.
There was a situation where I engaged someone I was not my type out of vengeance. I know that it is not nice to do this but that day I could not help myself. I was at a bathhouse in Atlanta and I was after this daddy who did not want to have anything to do with me. He was not even nice about it. Unlike Eddie he had no compassion and delivered brutal rejection. As luck would have it he was after this young guy who was crazy about me. I mean he was out of his mind with desire for that young man who wanted me. So, because I am an asshole at heart, I engaged the young guy who was not my type. We were at the dry sauna and I started making out with the young guy in front of the guy. I could see with the corner of my eye the asshole in pain watching the young guy have sex with me right in front of him. I positioned us just beyond his reach and when he tried to get closer I moved the young guy. Eventually I sucked the young guy off wedging him against the corner of the dry sauna. The young man came like crazy and convulsed as I heard the guy leave the steam room. That was vengeance with a mouth full of cum. And as it turned out sucking that young man to completion was not that bad a deal after all.
Back to Eddie; sure enough as soon as I started getting sexual with the young man Eddie approached us. I made sure to make Eddie and the young guy comfortable with the situation. The young guy was hugging me, we both were hard and as Eddie approached I did not push him away when he started to touch the young man as well. As a matter of fact I maneuvered the young guy towards Eddie offering him. Eddie looked at me almost thankful. Of course my reward was to touch Eddie as well and feel his thick hard on. The three of us played in the pool for quite a while, I always made sure that the young man was getting the attention from me he craved from me. After having experienced the two of us the young man warmed up towards Eddie.
I noticed that the young man must have been a bottom because at some point with my hand I started to massage his ass cheeks, spread them and externally explore his asshole with my finger. I showed him I like nipple play and he was giving me attention, which really felt good. Eddie noticed that the young guy liked his butt played with and tried to get in that action. Because I am an asshole I kept maneuvering the young guy’s ass away from Eddie just to keep Eddie on the edge. I was not ready to “give the milk away” yet; I wanted to “sell the cow.” Then at some point I was kissing the young man in the mouth. I rotated his body and Eddie embraced him from behind. Eddie started dry humping the young man while I was kissing him and had my hands between the young man’s legs reaching over to feel Eddie’s hard cock and tight balls. The young man at this point had turned to jelly. His body lost all muscle tone and he was completely at the mercy of the two bulls surrounding him.
I normally don’t ask strangers to my place but in this situation I decided to make an exception. I told them where I lived and asked if they would like to come to my place to have some fun in a more comfortable and private setting. At first they were not receptive but after a while playing in the pool the young guy acquiesced. I was ready to take him to the condo and fuck him Eddie or no Eddie. Eddied realized that he would become the odd man out if he did not come so he agreed to come.
I took the young man in my car and Eddied followed us on his rental. The condo is just about 15 minutes away so it was not that far. I have a guest bedroom, which was really set up that way back then. I mean it had furniture and nice bedding but no clutter. We made our way to the guest bedroom and peeled off our clothes. Not that we had much to peel off, just shorts and a T-shirt. Eddie had a tank top on which really showed his torso off well. At this point the young man had changed his mind about Eddie and the two of them started making out. I went to the other room to get some rubbers and lube. I wanted to be suited up for the occasion; I don’t like to bareback with strangers. Eddie however did not like the idea of rubbers but the young guy insisted and he reluctantly put a rubber on.
We maneuvered the young man on the bottom edge of the queen size bed. He had his legs up in the air and we started taking turns fucking him. Eddie was a powerful fucker and I loved watching how his ass undulated almost independently of his back. He leaned forward and put his fists on the bed like a gorilla and took control of the young guy’s asshole. Eddie’s cock was thicker than most guys with a big head in it. I was caressing his back up and down with my hand and feeling him deliver his power to the young guy.
The young guy was lying on his back, his eyes closed, his face drooped, and he was just about drooling. He must have had a strong prostate sensitivity and again he had completely surrendered to Eddie. His body was limp and vulnerable. Then it was my turn and I did more or less the same, I can undulate my hips forward with the best of them. I noticed that the young man had completely surrendered his body and it seems that at this point he had surrendered his soul as well. His legs were limp on my shoulders, his jaw had dropped and every once in a while he would roll his eyes to the back of his head. I think at this point he would not object to anything we did. Eddie and I kept on taking turns fucking this young man who was now ours. The young man’s body was like jelly except for his dick which was hard the entire time. Every once in a while he would reach down and jerk himself off then stop short of cumming.
After 4 or 5 exchanges Eddie reached down and took his rubber off. To be honest I did not approve of that move but kept my mouth shut. The young man had looked to the side and had seen Eddie do that. Then it was Eddie’s turn. He positioned himself at the bottom of the bed and slowly penetrated the young man bare. And the young man knew it because he had seen him take the rubber off. I was surprised that instead of fighting Eddie off he dug his fingers on Eddie’s sides and pulled Eddie towards him. Eddie started pumping and at this point all I could see was the white part of the young guys eyes. Then I noticed that Eddie was turning beet red and by the lack of breathing I realized he was about to blow. The young man must have noticed the same thing and started jerking his dick off. Then Eddie let out a deep guttural grunt, stopped undulating and started pumping his load of cum inside the young guy. A few seconds later the young man started spewing his load all over himself as well. Then they both stopped moving, Eddie every once in a while would spasm probably spewing the last drops.
After a few moments the young guy came back to normal consciousness. He asked me if he could take a shower and I directed him to the guest bathroom. I heard him flush the toilet and I imagined he expelled Eddie’s cum in the toilet and then I heard the shower running. Eddie was still a bit hard, his mushroom head and dick were slick with his own cum. I handed him a towel from the linen closet in the corridor. We talked for a bit as he cleaned his cock with the towel and he told me he was from Atlanta and had to return home the next day. He had a partner who could not come to Palm Springs. He was very relaxed and often smiled with a mouth full of big teeth surrounded by thick luscious lips. I gave him a hug and he tapped me on the back somewhat uncomfortable. Now that he came he remembered I was not his type and did not want me to get any ideas.
Eddie started getting dressed and announced he was getting back to CCBC. He was staying there. The young man was on a day pass. I never saw either one of them again. I got Eddie’s phone number but I never called. It has been years and I have no idea where that is.
This situation happened several years ago. It was a normal Saturday morning at CCBC. I was floating around the pool. There were a lot of the regulars, some in the pool some lounging. One guy at the pool immediately caught my attention. He was a fairly attractive bear. There were other people in the pool but Eddie really appealed to me.
Eddie was a big burly redhead bear. He was moderately hairy I would say about 5’ 11” and at least 260 lbs. He was thick all over including the legs and especially the calves. He looked like a guy who may have played football in high school and built a strong foundation of muscles before adding a bit of fat. He was also clean-shaven which is rare for bears these days. These lips were thick and meaty and he had a strong nose. He had a tight set of balls and his dick looked thick with a fairly big mushroom head on it. He had a fair complexion and his hair had a curl to it that made him look like a Michelangelo statue, that is if Michelangelo chiseled bears out of marble. His nipples look like strawberries and cream. He was an above average handsome man by any standards. To make him even more attractive the few times I heard him speak he had a deep gravelly voice that exude masculinity. The voice looked the part and I really wanted to play with them.
Unfortunately Eddie was not attracted to me sexually. After all of these years chasing cock I became pretty good at evaluating when someone is or is not into me. He was nice and pleasant at the pool but pulled away when I tried to take it further. He did that in a very tactful and polite way, which made him even more attractive to me. That was a bit frustrating to me. Even after all these years I still don’t get used to the situation when I really want to play with a guy but he does not like me that way. It is not that it does not happen; I get as much rejection as the next guy, unfortunately as much as I tried to I have not yet mastered to just let it go. As the great philosopher Mick Jagger says, “you can’t always get what you want.”
Eddie did not seem to like me but this young man did. He was about 5’ 8”, fairly fit but not too muscular. He had dark hair and a handsome face. He was about 22 years old or so which is way too young to spark sexual interest in me. He seemed to follow me around the pool trying to make some sort of contact. I was not interested but was polite and sociable with him. He was a nice guy just not my type. We kept making small talk and I was always paying attention to what Eddie was doing.
Then I noticed that every time I would talk with the young man Eddie would come around to join the conversation. It became clear to me very quickly Eddie had the hots for the young guy. That is when I noticed the “triangle of impossibility” had formed. I was attracted to Eddie but not to the young guy; Eddie was attracted to the young guy (who did not seem to be interested in him) but not attracted to me; and the young guy was attracted to me but not to Eddie. For this reason the most likely outcome is that very one getting frustrated and no one is about to have any fun. I have encountered this situation before every once in a while and typically no one ends up getting laid. The movie “A Beautiful Mind” was about this subject when unless someone makes a concession no one will get their desired outcome.
One of the things I pride myself on is being able to understand a situation and do something to break the impasse. My sexuality has a bigger degree of flexibility than most guys. I am capable of making compromises to get what I ultimately want. That flexibility was enforced by my orientation towards self-improvement.
For many years I have been interested in self-help tapes and coaches. I have a box full of tapes and CDs on how to improve myself and become successful. Sometimes from an entire tape of 2 hours just one or two ideas become incorporated in my life. There was this guy called Zig Zigglar who was a motivational speaker. He passed away in 2012. I had many of his tapes. One of the central ideas he proposed and I practice is this: “You can get anything you want as long as you help other people get what they want.” This philosophy has helped me over the years. This situation is a perfect example of how to put it in practice.
Even though I was not attracted to the young guy I started to get closer to him and “give in” to his advances. The young guy was fairly attractive to people who like young people so it was not unpleasant to interact with him. I knew that if I got in a sexual situation with the young guy I would get Eddie or at least a part of Eddie which was better than no Eddie at all. That is what I ultimately wanted. Sometimes when I am in a bathhouse or a porno theater and there is a guy I want who is not into me I get my rocks off watching play with someone else if he lets me. Sometimes if I have the chance I find a way to help him maybe by playing with his nipples while he gets sucked by the other guy and similar behaviors.
There was a situation where I engaged someone I was not my type out of vengeance. I know that it is not nice to do this but that day I could not help myself. I was at a bathhouse in Atlanta and I was after this daddy who did not want to have anything to do with me. He was not even nice about it. Unlike Eddie he had no compassion and delivered brutal rejection. As luck would have it he was after this young guy who was crazy about me. I mean he was out of his mind with desire for that young man who wanted me. So, because I am an asshole at heart, I engaged the young guy who was not my type. We were at the dry sauna and I started making out with the young guy in front of the guy. I could see with the corner of my eye the asshole in pain watching the young guy have sex with me right in front of him. I positioned us just beyond his reach and when he tried to get closer I moved the young guy. Eventually I sucked the young guy off wedging him against the corner of the dry sauna. The young man came like crazy and convulsed as I heard the guy leave the steam room. That was vengeance with a mouth full of cum. And as it turned out sucking that young man to completion was not that bad a deal after all.
Back to Eddie; sure enough as soon as I started getting sexual with the young man Eddie approached us. I made sure to make Eddie and the young guy comfortable with the situation. The young guy was hugging me, we both were hard and as Eddie approached I did not push him away when he started to touch the young man as well. As a matter of fact I maneuvered the young guy towards Eddie offering him. Eddie looked at me almost thankful. Of course my reward was to touch Eddie as well and feel his thick hard on. The three of us played in the pool for quite a while, I always made sure that the young man was getting the attention from me he craved from me. After having experienced the two of us the young man warmed up towards Eddie.
I noticed that the young man must have been a bottom because at some point with my hand I started to massage his ass cheeks, spread them and externally explore his asshole with my finger. I showed him I like nipple play and he was giving me attention, which really felt good. Eddie noticed that the young guy liked his butt played with and tried to get in that action. Because I am an asshole I kept maneuvering the young guy’s ass away from Eddie just to keep Eddie on the edge. I was not ready to “give the milk away” yet; I wanted to “sell the cow.” Then at some point I was kissing the young man in the mouth. I rotated his body and Eddie embraced him from behind. Eddie started dry humping the young man while I was kissing him and had my hands between the young man’s legs reaching over to feel Eddie’s hard cock and tight balls. The young man at this point had turned to jelly. His body lost all muscle tone and he was completely at the mercy of the two bulls surrounding him.
I normally don’t ask strangers to my place but in this situation I decided to make an exception. I told them where I lived and asked if they would like to come to my place to have some fun in a more comfortable and private setting. At first they were not receptive but after a while playing in the pool the young guy acquiesced. I was ready to take him to the condo and fuck him Eddie or no Eddie. Eddied realized that he would become the odd man out if he did not come so he agreed to come.
I took the young man in my car and Eddied followed us on his rental. The condo is just about 15 minutes away so it was not that far. I have a guest bedroom, which was really set up that way back then. I mean it had furniture and nice bedding but no clutter. We made our way to the guest bedroom and peeled off our clothes. Not that we had much to peel off, just shorts and a T-shirt. Eddie had a tank top on which really showed his torso off well. At this point the young man had changed his mind about Eddie and the two of them started making out. I went to the other room to get some rubbers and lube. I wanted to be suited up for the occasion; I don’t like to bareback with strangers. Eddie however did not like the idea of rubbers but the young guy insisted and he reluctantly put a rubber on.
We maneuvered the young man on the bottom edge of the queen size bed. He had his legs up in the air and we started taking turns fucking him. Eddie was a powerful fucker and I loved watching how his ass undulated almost independently of his back. He leaned forward and put his fists on the bed like a gorilla and took control of the young guy’s asshole. Eddie’s cock was thicker than most guys with a big head in it. I was caressing his back up and down with my hand and feeling him deliver his power to the young guy.
The young guy was lying on his back, his eyes closed, his face drooped, and he was just about drooling. He must have had a strong prostate sensitivity and again he had completely surrendered to Eddie. His body was limp and vulnerable. Then it was my turn and I did more or less the same, I can undulate my hips forward with the best of them. I noticed that the young man had completely surrendered his body and it seems that at this point he had surrendered his soul as well. His legs were limp on my shoulders, his jaw had dropped and every once in a while he would roll his eyes to the back of his head. I think at this point he would not object to anything we did. Eddie and I kept on taking turns fucking this young man who was now ours. The young man’s body was like jelly except for his dick which was hard the entire time. Every once in a while he would reach down and jerk himself off then stop short of cumming.
After 4 or 5 exchanges Eddie reached down and took his rubber off. To be honest I did not approve of that move but kept my mouth shut. The young man had looked to the side and had seen Eddie do that. Then it was Eddie’s turn. He positioned himself at the bottom of the bed and slowly penetrated the young man bare. And the young man knew it because he had seen him take the rubber off. I was surprised that instead of fighting Eddie off he dug his fingers on Eddie’s sides and pulled Eddie towards him. Eddie started pumping and at this point all I could see was the white part of the young guys eyes. Then I noticed that Eddie was turning beet red and by the lack of breathing I realized he was about to blow. The young man must have noticed the same thing and started jerking his dick off. Then Eddie let out a deep guttural grunt, stopped undulating and started pumping his load of cum inside the young guy. A few seconds later the young man started spewing his load all over himself as well. Then they both stopped moving, Eddie every once in a while would spasm probably spewing the last drops.
After a few moments the young guy came back to normal consciousness. He asked me if he could take a shower and I directed him to the guest bathroom. I heard him flush the toilet and I imagined he expelled Eddie’s cum in the toilet and then I heard the shower running. Eddie was still a bit hard, his mushroom head and dick were slick with his own cum. I handed him a towel from the linen closet in the corridor. We talked for a bit as he cleaned his cock with the towel and he told me he was from Atlanta and had to return home the next day. He had a partner who could not come to Palm Springs. He was very relaxed and often smiled with a mouth full of big teeth surrounded by thick luscious lips. I gave him a hug and he tapped me on the back somewhat uncomfortable. Now that he came he remembered I was not his type and did not want me to get any ideas.
Eddie started getting dressed and announced he was getting back to CCBC. He was staying there. The young man was on a day pass. I never saw either one of them again. I got Eddie’s phone number but I never called. It has been years and I have no idea where that is.
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