She’s begging to cuck me

we’ve always role played it, but last night my partner became adamant that she wanted to find a big, strong, dominant, well hung guy to have sex with. like, it stopped being a game, she said our sex lie is extremely unsatisfying and…

she wasn’t joking, she really wanted me to dress up femme, put on my tiniest cage, take her to a bull, and watch her get fucked in ways i never could.

she was so upset with me too when i stopped the conversation at the last minute. she was desperate and practically begging. but since then, i just keep thinking about how i want to do this for her, step side and let her have that experience.

i’m just constantly wondering. and i wonder how long we go before it comes back up and i encourage her.

lately we’ve started more of a female led relationship, and i’m non-binary and small and extremely submissive. i just suspect she won’t be able to hold out for long cause it’s like i couldn’t be further from fulfilling her traditional sex desire.

i’m exhilarated and scared. but as my goddess the ideal outcome is she can’t have both. i mean at this point she ridicules my clitty so much she’s barely ever gonna allow me inside her. i suspect that would be a bull’s job.

shit folks, my girlfriend is literally pushing to cuck me. it’s strange and somehow i feel lucky.