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hello every one this is a real and true account , and every one out their we make choices . good bad ugly whatever that may be i was born on august 26 i that number there is a six and nine my social security number is xx6 xx xx6x in that number are sixes and my drivers license # is n xx6xxxx. so yes i was meant to have sex . good old 69, that is what i call fate and i know i am a nympho for sex.. my story of is for 25 years i have been afflicted with HIV/AIDS i am a formally incarcerated adult been to San Quentin for forgery . and i was one that is smart educated with a bachelor degree in psychology. at 23 i was young and not yet experience life situations. it was not until my incarcerated in 1995 that i was feed up and i had given up hope for life and this world, and newly diagnosed that i felt there was no hope no cure that i was now affected and even then i was not feeling any different. in this i will stop here part one and recognize this open and true account is also dealing with sex loss of friend and my only true partner now five years off this planet . please hang in there .
---to come how i am survive it, through the pekes and valley and the highs and lows. to get to where i am at now . and least i shall forget transitioning from male to female.
now for the ones who want to know how a brain works . i have always talked and walked like a girl . given a choice which i was not i would have been a girl. all my siblings are male , i understand what the males go through but also feel and understand the female perspective well i always have good looking fine women around me it was never about sex i always had feelings for u straight to bi or DL men i am attractive to masculine athletic studs. i love sports and i am very knowledgeable of all sports.
why i wanted to make the transition i started with hormones that started the breast development , that was a hell of experience in my 40s and starting to grow and develop breast just like a teenager , wow so much emotions went through my head . i mean i would literately get a thought in my had that my man was cheating on me and i would find myself crying in the middle of the room thinking no one loved me . that taught me how emotionally attached women get over you men and your dicks. something i love a lot as well it was in the way that i had it waving in my face. many times guys was turned on by my smooth quiet calm but sexy high pitch i had , yes like a girl. and then it was my walk that was my own signature i had a twitch and a bounce on my toes that's how i walked.