Dressing in mum's lingerie

When I was very young I shared a room with my mother and daily saw here dressing. She was very discreet I never saw her bush but saw her breasts and body. She wore 1950's style underwear large knickers and bullet era bras along with full body shapers, open bottom corsets, and corsets with clasped crotch, She wore a garter and stockings but sadly just as I was starting to wear her clothes she changed to pantyhose. I also used her makeup it was basically powder rouge and lipstick no eyes or nails.

I was living with my mother and grandmother so grew up seeing female underwear in the wash or being worn I become fascinated with the look feel and smell and as I got older I found myself home alone some days and I started trying on her bras stuffed with her knickers and slips and with a frock on top I would go around the house mimicking her behaviour. All of a sudden I was getting erections and fhey annoyed me they were so uncomfortable maybe it was because I was now wearing her knickers clean and worn. Now two things happened one was wet dreams I was waking with wet sticky patches in my pajama pants and the second was that me erections when in mum's clothes seemed to change and felt good, especially if i rubbed it while wearing those yummy nylon knickers or flowing nylon petticoats. One day I was fully dressed as mum and was rubbing myself and the faster I went the better it felt until all of a sudden I had my first ball emptying orgasm. Well what a panic I didn't know what was happening and had coverd a clean pair of knickers with cum.

I never knew what was happening or why but it felt good and I not only dressed more often but would go to the laundry grab a pair or two of knickers on the way to the toilet and jerk of whenever I could. I started dressing more fully now wearing the all in one full body body shapers and this gorgeous corsets. Stocking became a delight to wear and those sexy shoes with heels really excited me sadly the pantyhose replaced them except for a pair of hold ups. Now the makeup was going on and I was now fully dressed. Mum smoked so I would have some cigarettes I had sneaked and so I would make coffee, smoke, pee all things she did or what ever I had seen women do like carry a handbag over the crook of my arm.

This was a joyous time for a young boy living with no male influence in the home surrounded by only women and living at a time when porn was almost non existent and sex was a rarely discussed subject. I grew up as a cross dressing naive highly sexual young man and lived for the times I could dress as a woman not always masturbating it was the dressing I really loved if I wanted to masturbate laundry grabs and the toilet was my choice. As I got older I was given my own room at about age 12 and a laundry grab before bedtime become popular.

I don't think mum knew but I did replace her things folded and stacked in her drawers exactly as I found them or as close as I could remember and only wearing stockings or pantyhose that had been worn and put there without washing. I never reaised what I was doing was unusual and I never started to think or act gay it was only as I reached manhood I realized I was different. When I left home I left all my lovely things behind and became typical vagina hunting male and all was well.

Then a young woman and I started living together and those sexy little panties kept tempting me. I started sneaking panties for a wank and slow.y moved to the bras etc as well but at this time it was for masturbation. I had also become aware of what cross dressing was and this was due to me becoming friends with a gay couple, they noticed I was one day wearing panties under my shorts.

They invited me to have some fun one night and when I showed shock they told me why. So we had a good open talk about things in my life and it was my revealation that I was a cross dressser. This created a problem being male who loved wearing lingerie and if not living with a female how to feed my desire online purchasing wasn't happening and a male going into a lingerie store wanting items to fit was not the done thing. I started raiding clotheslines and the laundries of places I visited or in my job homes I was installing items at usually when the home owners gave us access while fhey were not home. Often this was after looking through their drawers and laundry basket and having a rather exciting and rapid wank. This didn't really satisfy and was something that could have bad consequences. So I decided to just use the few items I had as wank material with a few lingerie catalogs in my wank bank.

It wasn't long before I married and after the sex fest I started dressing in my wife's lingerie and she discovered panties in odd places and her drawers looking untidy. This resulted in her dressing me for role play sex even to the point that she would peg me with a strap on. This was a good time for me we just had to make sure the k**s didn't catch me dressed like their mum. The only down side was she was a modern young woman so she didn't wear the yummy things mum wore. She did wear full size briefs and she bought nylon ones that I liked to wear but she didn't wear petticoats ,corsets etc but she did buy gorgeous bras and frocks. Sadly she is now gone and I live alone and only have a few well worn panties of hers left.

Times have changed online lingerie stores and change of attitude and kinds of stores now have allowed me to buy an aweso e selection of nice things to wear. I don't wear frocks or dresses now but wear bras,pantie,teddies,camisoles and STOCKINGS every day 24/7 so life is good.

I have another revelation to follow in my next post...