profoundly deaf from birth, weird in my own little world, depend on writing to communicate, they would lock me up if they could see inside my mind, very shy, i am very interested in current affairs and politics and in the sex industry - I love to see men being free to enjoy girls' bodies and really admire women who work in it. I think sex should be central to our lives, that we should experiment much more with it, that men and boys really do feel differently about it and I like that, that porn and prostitution are healthy. I like men to feel really turned on by girls' bodies , to want to use them and to feel protective toward them at the same time. I absolutely long to have my self, it is what my body is designed for, but I am not in a position to do that right now - but I think being a parent is the most important thing, the most rewarding thing and the most tiring and difficult thing a person can do. I think parenthood is not respected enough in our society. I love learning new things - about anything and I need to feel I am learning something new to be happy. I like the soft rain in my face, the wind pushing against me sometimes pushing me hard and sometimes caressing me gently, I like the feelings of tiredness and fulfillment of hard exercise like cycling up a steep hill,I like to see people enjoying eating something I have cooked, I like the feel and smell of my baby niece against my skin in the bath. Well I could go on. Oh yes - I am teaching myself to programme in Java at the moment.