Hopefully this is not the last you're seeing of me
Good morning all....yes I am still existing somewhere within this big blue marble you're also inhabiting.....I'm incredibly sorry that I have not uploaded in practically a month now. My mental health took a severe decline not for any particular reason other than I felt a complete fool and failure to my entire wellbeing. I also contemplated quitting Pornhub altogether and announcing my departure from the platform. With the current bans that are going on across many websites including Pornhub it has been hard to find any motivation to record in order to reach others with my content. I have had people reach out to my TikTok in hopes that I'll just download and send them those copies. I've also been receiving a lot of propaganda in regards to the agreement with the porn bans which hurts and stings a lot to rhe core because initially my profile has never meant to cause any harm to anyone's relationships, family, friends, marriages, religious affiliations, political views, or physical wellbeing entirely. My content has always been to make others feel good along with myself and showcase what hard work and dedication can get you if you just put your mind to it. I've also never had a pay wall BUT I do receive a small percent based on the advertisement that plays before my video starts. That's how I've invested into things like sex toys, lingerie, for my videos. Just taking that money and reinvesting it but now with the bans I am not getting an increment, I would like to also point out it is not entirely the bans fault but also my fault for my lack of uploads, if I want to earn it I need to put in the effort. With summer vacation still here, im hoping....very...VERY secretly hoping that this is not my last post....if you would still like to follow for a more personal looking into my life I am trying to upload regularly to TikTok just to make others laugh my handle should be within the description if not you can find it here @briannabunbuns hopefully that works for everyone as im nkt the best with tagging and all that nonsense.....I want to formally apologize as YOUR content creator...as YOUR comfort creator...someone who is supposed to make you feel good has made you all feel abandoned and ultimately alone....for that...I am sorry....I want to get back to creating but its difficult for right now....perhaps sometime in August I can get back to it in an even stronger demise. Until then....I love you all, stay safe...I see that they've made an app for this which I will download....I love you all~ 💙