My first gay experience

My first time with a man was many years ago. I'd been calling into a hookup phone line. At first I was on the straight only line. Leaving messages for women looking to hook up. Then I tried the gay side. I got a lot of messages but was hesitant to go further. Then I started exchanging messages with one guy who seemed sane. We were both looking to watch porn and jo together.

We set up a time to meet. I picked up some porn DVDs (one straight, one shemale) to watch and met at his place. We stripped, he had plenty of lube, and we started watching the first DVD. A gorgeous blonde was being fucked anal doggystyle. We sat beside each other on the couch, slathered our cocks with lube and stroked slowly. It was only a few minutes before we were playing with the other's cock.

He got on his knees in front of me, stroking my aching dick and while looking into my eyes. Never breaking eye contact. his mouth slipped over the head of my dick and down all the way to my pubes. It was ecstasy. He played with my balls and would gently rub my asshole with the tip of his finger. He pushed my legs back and licked my hole. My cock would pulse as he tongued me. He came back up and began sucking more vigorously, no hands, all wet soft suction. I put both hands on his head. I didn't pull him down, I just wanted to feel the motion of him bobbing up and down on me. I couldn't hold it, I told him I was going to cum and he deep throated me. He stared at me the whole time I was cumming. He wanted to enjoy my pleasure. Gently he sucked every drop out of me.

He raised up, still on his knees, his cock lying on top of mine. Then he began rubbing my asshole with the tip of his rod. I told him I didn't think I was ready to be fucked. He said he only wanted to tease me. But his dick slid inside. I was a little freaked out, but I didn't stop him. I didn't want it, but I really did want it too. His cock was the perfect size. He slid it all the way in. No pain at all, just a sweet pressure inside my butt. He held my legs back and fucked me slowly for a while. His hands on my chest playing with my nipples. I rested my hands on his hips, feeling his slow thrusts.

He pulled me off the couch and onto the floor, holding my legs back as far as they would go. He fucked harder, deeper. He became flushed, fucking faster. His dick felt fantastic inside of me. He groaned, quickly pulled out his cock, and sprayed his load across my stomach and chest. I cleaned up and left.

Afterwards I was still a little freaked out. I mean, I'd just let a guy fuck me raw! I never went back to see him. I regret that. I think I could've explored a lot more of my gay side with him, but I just wasn't ready for it. A few years later I saw him in a store. He was with his significant other, and I with mine. We made brief eye contact, but that was it. I wish I'd taken him into the bathroom so he could fuck my ass one more time.