Today fear n love.

As you know J is back in Cali. Today at the Circle K a woman came in and was in front of me. Looked like J's rump. I instantly got a hard on. Being next in line I pulled out my shirt to hide it. It stayed with me while I drove for about a mile. Then tears came to my eyes. I went soft and felt like something very bad just happened to J. It was over powering. I pulled over n called her. No answer. Tried again. No answer. 3rd time she answered. Are you OK I asked. Yes she replied. I told her what happened. She assured me she was fine. I checked a couple more times today.