'89 - Journal Entry 3: Homo-experimentation (
Upon the regular sleepovers when it was just myself over at my eldest friend’s house, and sometimes with his younger brother (who was about 5 years my junior, I apprehensively add), we would play video games till the early hours, then eventually share a bed and fool around. One time I woke up and we agreed to fool around and attempt sex, pretending we were each other’s playground crush. The only thing I remember is when it came to him penetrating me, it was dry so he tried to force it in and it made me vocalise the pain…I think he enjoyed that part!
One night, it was just me and said friend in his lounge, chilling close in front of the TV. Don’t ask me how we got started, but I remember sucking his hard cock and enjoying it. He told me to keep going…I felt his hot puppy water shoot into my mouth! It was a shock so I flinched back - I think he held back telling me as he wanted to know what it felt like to cum in someone’s mouth for the first time.
Another time, in the early hours, he convinced his younger brother to join us and be my toy. I felt bad at first, but I wanted to find out what it would feel like and we wanted to see if I could cum. Did my subconscious secretly enjoy him being helpless, laying on his front with his legs apart, under his elder’s domination? Besides, he had such a cute bum, like a pale peach (he was the type of pale-skinned black with freckles, that inherited red hair from his grandmother, the only other living relative with red hair - known back then as “quarter-cast”). I do recall enjoying the penetration of this coerced sodomising, to the point where my penis began to feel pleasantly strange. I expressed this to my friend and he encouraged me to keep going, as he probably thought I was about to climax. But I couldn’t, the sensation was too intense and the friction made my bellend too sensitive, so I stopped.
One night, it was just me and said friend in his lounge, chilling close in front of the TV. Don’t ask me how we got started, but I remember sucking his hard cock and enjoying it. He told me to keep going…I felt his hot puppy water shoot into my mouth! It was a shock so I flinched back - I think he held back telling me as he wanted to know what it felt like to cum in someone’s mouth for the first time.
Another time, in the early hours, he convinced his younger brother to join us and be my toy. I felt bad at first, but I wanted to find out what it would feel like and we wanted to see if I could cum. Did my subconscious secretly enjoy him being helpless, laying on his front with his legs apart, under his elder’s domination? Besides, he had such a cute bum, like a pale peach (he was the type of pale-skinned black with freckles, that inherited red hair from his grandmother, the only other living relative with red hair - known back then as “quarter-cast”). I do recall enjoying the penetration of this coerced sodomising, to the point where my penis began to feel pleasantly strange. I expressed this to my friend and he encouraged me to keep going, as he probably thought I was about to climax. But I couldn’t, the sensation was too intense and the friction made my bellend too sensitive, so I stopped.
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