hey friends!
sorry it's been so long! here's a quick update for anyone who's interested:
as some of you know, i struggle with mental health issues. this past summer i became depressed, and slowly got worse as the months went on. by november, i was struggling to do basic things like feed myself and shower, i withdrew from friends and barely left the house.
when i got to the point where i was contemplating suicide, my therapist helped me enroll in an intensive outpatient mental health program at a hospital. i've been going every day, working really hard, and i'll be finished in a week. it has helped me feel capable and less anxious, and i'm starting to feel like a better life is possible again.
i was sad to have to take a break from porn, but it was necessary to deal with my health issues. i'm extremely lucky that my insurance covered a good bit of it, and wish that were true for everyone. it may take me awhile to catch up on messages, but i am so excited to start shooting more content in 2019!
i hope everyone is having a peaceful holiday season, and i hope those of you with mental health issues of your own have a good support system in your life. know that you are not alone, and please take care of yourselves.
xo,
dylan