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If there was one thing my father was good at, it was gambling. More specifically, gambling poorly. The amount of times we had power or water shut off, or even been evicted was like a near endless list. Mom had gone a long time ago, and it was just me and him. Him trying to stay afloat and me the same with my own job. There was one night I came home though, and he seemed more downtrodden than usual. "I lost it all, Mikey" he said "more than I can repay to some people who don't like payments being missed." I could believe it. He went an honest to goodness gambling shark and was now on the hook… Ler mais

Kevin was all I could think about for days. I could barely get work done in the office, certainly not at home. Any time I had free was exclusively for gay porn, and only to remember my time with him. I'd be sitting at the kitchen table eating dinner with my wife, or next to her on the couch barely listening to her talk. It was like quiet mumbling in the background. I was too busy thinking of Kevin. Thinking of him giving me some of the best head I had ever received, and him riding my cock. Riding me with more skill and enjoyment than anything I had experienced. His hole, so tight and warm, bu… Ler mais

His name was Kevin. Just like he said, it turned out he live maybe 30 miles away, if that. We started chatting, and he brought up all the points I has been watching and comments I had making where married men get fucked. In those comments, I made it clear that I was married and loved gay porn. I admitted more than once how jealous I was of those guys. Getting to fool around with another man in secret. Kevin, while never married, said he knew plenty of married men who felt the same way. The difference, he said, were how many of them were to make it a reality. "It's a low number" he said "it's… Ler mais

It started innocently enough. I think just about men, at some point, will check out some gay porn. Even the ones who insist on their absolute heterosexuality will take a glimpse at a man sucking another's cock. Probably men fucking too. It's just natural. I'm no different. I had watched gay porn here and there, out of curiosity and then arousal. There was no denying that the sight of men naked and pleasuring each other had become a turn on for me. But it was just another option. Just another type of porn I could stumble across and enjoy. My wife, of course knew little about my porn habits and… Ler mais

Family trips to the beach were like a double edged sword. The benefit was clearly Emily in a bathing suit. She'd never wear anything like a g-string with those tiny tops that barely cover the areola. But she did wear very nice bikinis. They accentuated every curve, letting my imagination run wild. Her tits hung in them, giving them that slight sag but also proving they had plenty of perk left in them. Beach visits also always meant rock hard nipples. Like little bullets just tempting to be played with in however many ways. I'd picture what they were like. The color, how they felt to the touch… Ler mais

I remember when it first started to dawn on me how much I was attracted to Emily. I was younger. But slowly, simple looks became longer glances with something I couldn't quite understand at the time. There was an unease to it, but a feeling I became unable to keep under control. It was never anything I felt was noticeable to her or anyone else around. That point I definitely kept in check. But when her back was turned, or she happened to just innocently walk by, I'd take that chance, just for a peak. Just for that glance at beauty. And beautiful she was. Statuesque. Tall, carrying herself in… Ler mais

The beginning of that Summer seemed like lifetime ago. A couple weeks in and I'm watching porn with a stranger, jerking off with him, then us jerking each other off. Then sucking dick. Some days turned into everyday. Lying about where I was, what I was doing, and having it all be with Craig. This older man who saw something in me. Something he wanted, I'm pretty sure he knew I'd be open to exploring this with him. No other young guy like me would have gone so, even gotten to jerking off with this man if they were against it. Me? It was my shot to experience something I had spent a lot of time… Ler mais

At this point, it's mid Summer. A lot of the other people my age were out doing typical things. Sports, hanging out, movies, parties. While I did do these things, it certainly wasn't nearly as much as them. My time became spent more at Craig's. It was a lot more of a different Summer than I originally thought about. I never expected I'd be naked with a man at all, let alone one 30 years my senior, getting off on hours and hours of gay porn and sucking cock. I never thought I'd be another man's "boy". There was a ritual now, just an unspoken sequence of events when I came over. I had been push… Ler mais

So where was I? Oh yeah, the returning visit. I spent a couple days a bit spaced out, trying to do a lot with what happened at my neighbor's house. I guess I should just get his name out there and say Craig. It's easier that way. I was scared if I had done something wrong, I was wondering if it felt bad that I liked it so much. I relived that experience, and perked off to the memory over and over. But, thankfully, within about a week, I'd get a call from Craig, asking to come mow. I rolled my lawnmower over there and did the job. Once done, he asked if I wanted to go inside again, and if not… Ler mais

A lot of times, stories about someone's first gay encounter almost reads like erotica, which always seems disingenuous to me. With that in mind, I wanted to share my first time with a man in its most detail, but without (hopefully) reaching that sort of level. Growing up, I had thought about men a lot. Women certainly turned me on. My first post talked about that. But there was always an inherent curiosity about being with another man. About touching another man's dick. What would I, and they, do with it. This point is important because it explains things later. When I was just about 16, I h… Ler mais

As stated in my previous post, I am proud to say I am a gooner, and it has helped strengthen my love of porn and vice versa. With gooning, there's two ways I tend to think about what I decide to set up a nice goon session with and try to edge as much as I can, for as long as I can. The first, and probably most typical way for me to get off gooning is to just watch a bunch of porn. Standard method, right? However, my true preference is for goon-specific videos. The ones with quick cuts, captions, walls of different scenes at once, maybe flashing lights, and usually to a fast song with a backgr… Ler mais

I started with porn at a early age. I ran across on old magazine in the woods near my house, and while most of it had been ruined, there were a few pages that made it. They were of a bride and bridesmaid fingering each other and eating pussy. That moment changed me. It was then that porn got its first hooks into me. My grandfather had Hustler and Playboys hidden in his house that I would find and jack off to. Once I got a little older, and we had access to the internet, things really picked up. So much porn became available, and I just kept digging and finding more and more to feed what was n… Ler mais