How i became what i am now
it all started years ago,maybe i was 12 or 13,just wanting to cum,you all know it.
anything to cum,that feeling.i tried it all when jerking off,but what really made me shoot
was dressing in womans clothes,and exposing myself,as i got older i could not quench my
thirst,i began to go to hookers,and have them watch me jerk off,laugh at me,humiliate me
i LOVED it! then i found cd's and even shemales.i paid them too,i would cum so hard being
humiliated it was mind boggling.
but what happened was that i could not have normal M/F sex...i lost it all,house,wife ect!
i began to frequent the asian massage palors,sometimes 4 times a week. and of course
i paid to be humiliated,laughed at.i would have the girls finges my asshole,tie my cock and balls
parade me around to spa,i would usually end up dressed and sucking cocks or being ass fucked
i LOVED it! complete and total humiliation......yet it was not enough!
nobody knew what i was doing mind you all,at work only 1 office maybe he is gay maybe not
just a voyer he knew and brought it all out between us.we both were always the first 2 in work
hours before anyone else.so guess what,we would both go to the bathroom and i would jerk off
my"pinky" for him while he filmed it on his phone,yeah my "pinky" because this is when my cock
started to not get hard anymore. between all my shemale/cd porn watching and jerking,my self
induced cock and ball bondage,ass spanking my only real friend my once hard cock became
a little "pinky"
i REALLY began to sissy up now,as soon as i got home i would dress,tie up pinky,get out my toys
and added something else.....THE ENEMA BAG....which soon morphed into a special 6 gallon
bucket and an advanced colonic system.ANYTHING TO TRY TO GET HARD!
i never got hard but i would eventually cum
now,i go to the book/vid stores,dressed and troll cocks...i love big hard cocks,i guess because
my own sissy stick never gets erect anymore,i have become a sissy slut cock whore....but i still
cum...no matter what ANYTHING FOR AN ORGASAM
there is so much left out of my story,i will continue to fill in the blanks....please feel free to send me questions
i will always answer you truthfully and honestly
addition#1
i was a "repairman" type years back before i was regulated to the office. my route usually took me to the
projects. horny as usual and looking for use and abuse i discovered a black shemale named ashley.
big,fit strong and beautiful.i got enough nerve to say hello and said how beautiful she was. she replied
"you know i'm a man" i replied yes! ashley said "follow me bitch" I STRUCK GOLD!
we entered her apartment:
ashley:
do you know how to suck cock?
me:
i think so
ashley:
take your clothes off
me:
yes mistress
ashley then put on some porn vid of cocks
ashley:
get on your knees and watch this while i go shower,listen for my call bitch
me:
yes mistress
what seemed like an eternity finally ended
ashley:
come here bitch
i went...
ashley:
dry me off
me:
yes mistress...all i could think was how soft her skin was and how
big her cock and balls were...we went to the couch
ashley:
show me how you suck cock!
i began to suck,suck,suck.....ashley got on the phone
and said..."yeah come on up"
within seconds a black couple male and female appeared
ashley:
this bitch(me) is good and ready,let's get goin'people
before i knew it the dude is rock hard in my ass and thegirl with him
is laughing and fingering her cunt.....ashley shot a wadd in my mouth
then the girl pissed on my head...the guy was wrecking my asshole
endlessly...ashley and the girl were cheering the guy to creampie me
finally he did....me lying in piss and cum i was told to jerk off....i did
then i was told to clean up the mess i made,go wash and be back
same time tomorrow....or they would send pictures to my work place
yes....i returned the next day and many more after that!
i recall one time when i had cash and could frequent the asian massage spa's
there was a place i went to ,alot!. her name was yume,an older busty asian
as soon as i would see her i would fall to my knees and kiss her feet,
she was an expert at rectal play.
it started when during the "massage" she would gently run her finger nails on my ass cheeks
i would quickly get on all 4's and she would get more and more agressive ,slowly working her way to my spictner
hole,and pulling on my hanging ball sac. 1 finger at a time would enter my man pussy hole,until i would be
begging for her entire fist,it was heaven.
i began to confess to yume that i secretly dressed and longed to be humiliated,used and abused,and she sure made sure i did! sometimes she would tie my balls in extreme bondage,call in another girl and edge me while slapping my cock,balls and ass cheeks with a ruler,other times she would dress me and make me do the cleaning around the spa
1 time even i was tied hands to the ceiling and ankles to the floor and 1 after another the other girls came in and ball busted me,yume said that it "needed to be done for my sins" she was right.eventully i was give a pager and was called to do many "things" sometimes cleaning,laundry.other time to suck cocks and be ass fucked by customers.
mind you i spent thousands of dollars there. what a slut i was becoming!
i recall the very first time i encountered a black cd/tranny. i was working in the "hood" and spotted this amazon type getting off a bus.i was at a stop light,we made eye contact,i hurried 'round the block and she was just getting to her apartment door,I HAD TO STOP,deep down knowing this girl had a cock! all she/he did was motion me to come inside
at the door,i do not recall her name,she said just what do you want? i said ...please help me. the game was on
upstairs i was told to take off my clothes and sit on the floor,she sat on a bar stoole type chair and said to lie down,spread wide open and present your white stick.then she walked over and stood over me,my cock was hard
and she was moving my balls with her feet,a loud laugh came out of her mouth..."that sure is a tiny dick ******,let me show you a real cock!' off came her panties and what i saw was amazing!,her cock had to be 10 inches and as thick
as 3 of my dicks....i was in awe...i said.."please make me a bitch,i beg you"
she returned to her chair,legs spread wide and said"get on your knees bitch and jerk that dick white boy,lets see what you got" needless to say i got right to it...then i heard "STOP!" ..."now turn around and show me your ass"
next thing i felt was a belt smacking my ass cheeks...."your mama would be ashamed of what you are doing you little ******, why jerking your little white pecker in front of a black person,******!,WHORE!!! ******!!! turn around
and tell me you are a inferior white ******!" i was crying,ashamed,humiliated and hard as a rock...i said
" i am a ******,i am a useless worthless white ******....please love me mistress"
with that she stood me up,kissed me,hugged me and wisperd in my ear,"i am your mama now bitch...
i am here for you,don't worry,you now know your place" she took me into the bedroom,i was told to lie down
i was then blindfolded,i felt lube on my ass cheeks,then her cock,in my ass,slow,slow slow,then faster and faster
i took a fierce ass fucking that day gang! then the blindfold was removed,we were both sweating,as she grabbed my throat,she tounge kissed me and said,"finish the job bitch , suck your mama's cock"
all i can add is this, i sucked that big hard black cock to completion, and swallowed my mama's sperm!
tbc
anything to cum,that feeling.i tried it all when jerking off,but what really made me shoot
was dressing in womans clothes,and exposing myself,as i got older i could not quench my
thirst,i began to go to hookers,and have them watch me jerk off,laugh at me,humiliate me
i LOVED it! then i found cd's and even shemales.i paid them too,i would cum so hard being
humiliated it was mind boggling.
but what happened was that i could not have normal M/F sex...i lost it all,house,wife ect!
i began to frequent the asian massage palors,sometimes 4 times a week. and of course
i paid to be humiliated,laughed at.i would have the girls finges my asshole,tie my cock and balls
parade me around to spa,i would usually end up dressed and sucking cocks or being ass fucked
i LOVED it! complete and total humiliation......yet it was not enough!
nobody knew what i was doing mind you all,at work only 1 office maybe he is gay maybe not
just a voyer he knew and brought it all out between us.we both were always the first 2 in work
hours before anyone else.so guess what,we would both go to the bathroom and i would jerk off
my"pinky" for him while he filmed it on his phone,yeah my "pinky" because this is when my cock
started to not get hard anymore. between all my shemale/cd porn watching and jerking,my self
induced cock and ball bondage,ass spanking my only real friend my once hard cock became
a little "pinky"
i REALLY began to sissy up now,as soon as i got home i would dress,tie up pinky,get out my toys
and added something else.....THE ENEMA BAG....which soon morphed into a special 6 gallon
bucket and an advanced colonic system.ANYTHING TO TRY TO GET HARD!
i never got hard but i would eventually cum
now,i go to the book/vid stores,dressed and troll cocks...i love big hard cocks,i guess because
my own sissy stick never gets erect anymore,i have become a sissy slut cock whore....but i still
cum...no matter what ANYTHING FOR AN ORGASAM
there is so much left out of my story,i will continue to fill in the blanks....please feel free to send me questions
i will always answer you truthfully and honestly
addition#1
i was a "repairman" type years back before i was regulated to the office. my route usually took me to the
projects. horny as usual and looking for use and abuse i discovered a black shemale named ashley.
big,fit strong and beautiful.i got enough nerve to say hello and said how beautiful she was. she replied
"you know i'm a man" i replied yes! ashley said "follow me bitch" I STRUCK GOLD!
we entered her apartment:
ashley:
do you know how to suck cock?
me:
i think so
ashley:
take your clothes off
me:
yes mistress
ashley then put on some porn vid of cocks
ashley:
get on your knees and watch this while i go shower,listen for my call bitch
me:
yes mistress
what seemed like an eternity finally ended
ashley:
come here bitch
i went...
ashley:
dry me off
me:
yes mistress...all i could think was how soft her skin was and how
big her cock and balls were...we went to the couch
ashley:
show me how you suck cock!
i began to suck,suck,suck.....ashley got on the phone
and said..."yeah come on up"
within seconds a black couple male and female appeared
ashley:
this bitch(me) is good and ready,let's get goin'people
before i knew it the dude is rock hard in my ass and thegirl with him
is laughing and fingering her cunt.....ashley shot a wadd in my mouth
then the girl pissed on my head...the guy was wrecking my asshole
endlessly...ashley and the girl were cheering the guy to creampie me
finally he did....me lying in piss and cum i was told to jerk off....i did
then i was told to clean up the mess i made,go wash and be back
same time tomorrow....or they would send pictures to my work place
yes....i returned the next day and many more after that!
i recall one time when i had cash and could frequent the asian massage spa's
there was a place i went to ,alot!. her name was yume,an older busty asian
as soon as i would see her i would fall to my knees and kiss her feet,
she was an expert at rectal play.
it started when during the "massage" she would gently run her finger nails on my ass cheeks
i would quickly get on all 4's and she would get more and more agressive ,slowly working her way to my spictner
hole,and pulling on my hanging ball sac. 1 finger at a time would enter my man pussy hole,until i would be
begging for her entire fist,it was heaven.
i began to confess to yume that i secretly dressed and longed to be humiliated,used and abused,and she sure made sure i did! sometimes she would tie my balls in extreme bondage,call in another girl and edge me while slapping my cock,balls and ass cheeks with a ruler,other times she would dress me and make me do the cleaning around the spa
1 time even i was tied hands to the ceiling and ankles to the floor and 1 after another the other girls came in and ball busted me,yume said that it "needed to be done for my sins" she was right.eventully i was give a pager and was called to do many "things" sometimes cleaning,laundry.other time to suck cocks and be ass fucked by customers.
mind you i spent thousands of dollars there. what a slut i was becoming!
i recall the very first time i encountered a black cd/tranny. i was working in the "hood" and spotted this amazon type getting off a bus.i was at a stop light,we made eye contact,i hurried 'round the block and she was just getting to her apartment door,I HAD TO STOP,deep down knowing this girl had a cock! all she/he did was motion me to come inside
at the door,i do not recall her name,she said just what do you want? i said ...please help me. the game was on
upstairs i was told to take off my clothes and sit on the floor,she sat on a bar stoole type chair and said to lie down,spread wide open and present your white stick.then she walked over and stood over me,my cock was hard
and she was moving my balls with her feet,a loud laugh came out of her mouth..."that sure is a tiny dick ******,let me show you a real cock!' off came her panties and what i saw was amazing!,her cock had to be 10 inches and as thick
as 3 of my dicks....i was in awe...i said.."please make me a bitch,i beg you"
she returned to her chair,legs spread wide and said"get on your knees bitch and jerk that dick white boy,lets see what you got" needless to say i got right to it...then i heard "STOP!" ..."now turn around and show me your ass"
next thing i felt was a belt smacking my ass cheeks...."your mama would be ashamed of what you are doing you little ******, why jerking your little white pecker in front of a black person,******!,WHORE!!! ******!!! turn around
and tell me you are a inferior white ******!" i was crying,ashamed,humiliated and hard as a rock...i said
" i am a ******,i am a useless worthless white ******....please love me mistress"
with that she stood me up,kissed me,hugged me and wisperd in my ear,"i am your mama now bitch...
i am here for you,don't worry,you now know your place" she took me into the bedroom,i was told to lie down
i was then blindfolded,i felt lube on my ass cheeks,then her cock,in my ass,slow,slow slow,then faster and faster
i took a fierce ass fucking that day gang! then the blindfold was removed,we were both sweating,as she grabbed my throat,she tounge kissed me and said,"finish the job bitch , suck your mama's cock"
all i can add is this, i sucked that big hard black cock to completion, and swallowed my mama's sperm!
tbc
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