A Model Mother
There was a layer of dust over everything in the shop when Emily first took the keys. It had stood unoccupied for over two months since it's last owner, Emily's husband Mike, had died.
Despite them being separated for over fifteen years, they'd never divorced. There was no particular reason, just neither of them had ever seen the need. Mike had done his bit without argument, sending most of the proceeds of this small newsagents which he'd manned single handedly, to Emily, who'd worked part-time whilst bringing up their only son, Stephen.
Mike hadn't been a bad man, but he was a bad husband. He drank and smoked and didn't have a lot of time for anyone else. They'd married in a hurry; Emile had become pregnant at a ********** age -- too young. Things were different in the early seventies, but even then, a twenty-************* man getting a girl of Emily's young age pregnant was a bit scandalous.
Marriage seemed to make all of that fine, in the eyes of society. But an eighteen-year-old girl bringing up a baby with no help from her husband who worked twelve-hour days in his shop, briefly came home to eat whatever she managed to put together for his dinner, then went to the pub until bedtime each night, wasn't the recipe for a happy marriage.
After three years of very little enjoyment, they'd split. Mike had realised his responsibilities, so Emily had a home and an income. But whilst her friends were travelling, learning and doing young-people things, she was bringing up her **********.
It was now 1993 and Mike's death came at a time when Emily's life was already changing. Stephen took after his father and left school at sixteen to take on an apprenticeship, and at the age of nineteen was already self-sufficient as a self-employed electrician. He'd moved out a year ago and was living with a nice girl, Shannon. Emily shuddered a bit when she realised it was very likely she'd be a grandmother before she was forty.
But, in some ways she didn't regret anything. She'd sacrificed a lot of her best years, sure. But most of those schoolfriends who'd gone off to see the world were only now experiencing the joys of bringing up small ********. They couldn't imagine of a time when they'd be able to go and see a film, go out to the pub or for a nice meal without having to worry about babysitters, homework, nappies or the school run.
After a whole day of cleaning, the shop was spotless. It was pitch-black outside; the clocks hadn't yet changed and it was after eight o'clock. Emily looked at herself in the full-length mirror by the door, which allowed the 'L' shaped shop to be fully visible from behind the counter. She looked quite dishevelled and dusty, but, though she said so herself, she looked pretty damn good.
Her usually glossy, slightly wavy black shoulder-length hair could do with a wash, and the old clothes she'd worn to clean up weren't flattering, but she thought, for thirty-six, she didn't look much different compared to ten or even twenty years ago. In fact, she thought, her body had filled out very nicely.
When Stephen had arrived, her breasts had increased in size by several cups. She did let herself go a bit, certainly until Stephen was into his teenage years, but in the last few years a gym membership and some sensible eating had given her a killer body.
She was quite pleased that her breasts had not reverted back to how they were when she'd met Mike. He'd called then 'bee stings' and she was quite self-conscious about her flat chest. Now she sported two very nice, firm, thirty-four 'D' cup tits, and they were probably her favourite feature. That's not to say she didn't like the rest of her, she knew she had good legs, a flat tummy and a pretty face.
So why was she single? The simple answer was that she wanted to be. Her encounter with Mike had taken some getting over, and she had no desire to commit to a relationship if that was an example of what was to be expected.
A couple of years ago, she'd had a brief, intense fling with a guy she'd met at the gym. Other than Mike, Pavel had been her only sexual partner in her life. She'd loved what they did, he was much more adventurous than Mike and introduced her to things which she'd read about, like oral sex, and having fun outside in the woods, which she couldn't get enough of.
Pavel had, after a couple of months of fucking Emily however and whenever he wanted, called things off and went back to his wife -- they'd been separated at the time of the fling. Emily heard through a friend that her appetite for sex, which he'd enjoyed at first, had spooked him a bit. Emily was available to fuck whenever he wanted, but that wasn't quite as much as Emily wanted, it turned out.
Pavel was a man who couldn't come to terms with the thought that he wasn't able to satisfy 'his woman', and that was the end of things. Emily couldn't understand this at all, and she was quite upset for some time afterwards. She'd liked Pav. She hadn't been demanding in any way, and was available for him, physically, to do whatever he wanted with her, whenever he fancied it.
There was no real commitment. This was a lovely arrangement for Emily, and she supposed it would be a nice deal for a man too, so she couldn't understand why it had to end. She didn't even really mind if he wanted to keep things going after returning to his wife. As far as she was concerned the sex was good and it didn't have to mean anything else.
This attitude wasn't one she shared with any of her friends, who irrevocably combined sex with love and commitment. Emily wondered if her experience of love at such a young age had scarred her somehow. She didn't think so, and she was very at ease with her feelings in this area, so it was a subject she just didn't bring up around her friends. It was 1993 after all, not the Victorian age.
A newsagent is a peculiar shop to stock. It turns out that if the doors close for a few weeks, most of the inventory becomes worthless -- last month's magazines and newspapers aren't any good to anyone. Emily had to learn fast. Helped by Mike keeping a very comprehensive contact book and set of accounts, she was able to get in touch with most key suppliers, and within a week she was ready to open again.
Newspaper deliveries arrived daily at the crack of dawn, and magazines, cigarettes and sweets arrived sporadically through the week. Emily soon learned that the delivery guys were usually willing to do a lot of the donkey work, especially for a pretty lady like her, and once she learned exactly where she wanted things to be placed, that took most of the physical work out of the equation.
Before long the shop was ticking over quite nicely. Emily thanked Mike, despite everything, for the lucrative little business he'd left her. It was plenty to provide all she needed, financially, and she was able to take on a part-time girl to do some hours through the week, and most of the weekend, so it afforded her quite a nice lifestyle. Typically, she'd work all the times deliveries were due, and would be running the shop alone for most of the week.
It was quite a social job, lots of the regulars would pop in daily for papers, cigs and the like. But there was a particular type of customer who wasn't so talkative. Mike's shop had stocked quite a range of 'girlie' magazines -- many more, Emily thought, than she'd seen in other newsagents.
When the supplier had suggested Emily repeat Mike's previous order, she'd been quite surprised to find that meant quite so many 'porn' magazines. In those days, the content was really quite tame. Nudity, yes. But very little of what you could call 'explicit'. Things were changing rapidly though, and content that pushed the boundaries of the law was published monthly.
Emily had sneaked a look through some of the magazines when filling the shelves. The more well-known titles tended towards safer content. Beautiful, sexily dressed girls would strip off and pose in positions which showed almost everything. But it was all quite tasteful.
She found it interesting that, despite the limited nature of the pictures, the written word appeared to have no such restrictions, and letters and stories depicted graphic sex acts with nothing left unmentioned.
The less well-known titles tended towards the slightly more risqué. Girls would typically look slightly less unattainable, and would adopt more explicit poses, with legs spread open and much more sharp focus on their private parts.
There was, Emily discovered, a surprising market for this material. She knew it existed, of course. But she'd had no idea just how many men (it was almost exclusively men, other than the odd broad-minded wife who picked up a copy of something for her husband) would buy this stuff.
She'd initially tried to sort them into different 'types'. Young, virginal lads who couldn't get a girlfriend. Old guys whose wife didn't take care of them anymore, divorced men etc. But it turned out that you couldn't spot a buyer of porn, it could be literally any man.
Emily found that she loved watching these guys and how they approached their purchase. Some would come in bold as brass, flick through the pages of several magazines before deciding on one, and purchase with a smile, sometimes getting a newspaper and some cigarettes. Others would be in and out in a flash, always when the shop was empty. Some would slip the illicit publication into their jacket, or inside a newspaper as they left.
This behaviour led to Emily questioning her own attitude to this stuff. There was a stigma around guys buying these magazines. During the many long, quiet times alone in the shop, she found herself researching the material, flicking through the pictures and reading the filthy stories. Her conclusion was that it was very much harmless.
Great fun, though -- she started putting herself in the place of these girls, in her mind. What must it be like, stripping off and baring all to a guy with a camera? And then those pictures being shown to the world, your most private assets available to whoever wanted to see, for a couple of quid. The thought gave her quite a buzz.
Emily found herself wondering whether this came from her own feelings towards sex in general. Her time with Pav had illustrated that her attitude to sex was different to a lot of women's. She had no problem with seeing sex as a fun recreational activity. This was, it seemed, much more of a male attitude than a female one.
As the weeks and months went by, Emily got to know her regulars a bit more. She continued to take a keen interest in 'The Pervs', as she affectionately called them. It wasn't a conscious decision, but she found herself trying to put the nervous guys at ease, smiling and chatting to them, as if to show that she, at least, had no problem with their choice of entertainment.
"This one's really popular this month," she'd smile. Or "she's really lovely, isn't she?" commenting on the cover girl of the perv's choice. This seemed to go down well, and she found that repeat custom on the porn was increasing. There were regularly gaps on the top shelf towards the end of the month as she sold out of most titles.
Emily hadn't really considered why this might be. She hoped it might be her friendly, accepting attitude. But Vikesh, the delivery guy, who also took the re-orders for the magazines, had other ideas.
"We're selling this stuff really well," Emily had commented, as he'd wheeled in a large pile of the month's mags on his trolley.
"Yeah, funny that," Vik had smiled knowingly.
"What?"
"Don't make me laugh! As if you wouldn't know."
"Know what? What do you mean?"
Vikesh realised Emily was genuine and laughed.
"Bleeding innocent, aren't you? Listen, Emily. I'm a married man, don't take this the wrong way. But you are a beautiful woman. These guys, they are quite literally in the market for a beautiful woman. It's going to give them a right thrill, isn't it? Buying their dirty books off a sexy thing like you."
Emily blushed. Her mouth hung open in an 'O' as she realised what Vik was saying. She liked that he'd described her as a 'sexy thing'. And what he was telling her sent a hot flush running down her body.
"Oh. Oh shit! You mean they are thinking about... I mean... Me? Like that?"
"Haha, I dunno Emily. I'm sure some are. Or maybe they just find it easier buying off a woman, non-threatening, like."
Profits continued to grow, and the pervs continued to frequent her shop. Emily found herself getting a real buzz from what Vikesh had told her. She reminded herself that each guy that approached the counter clutching his chosen publication was likely taking it straight home.
Once he got home, he'd be flicking through the pages, and his cock would be getting hard. Nice and hard. And maybe, when he started playing with himself, maybe he'd think about her, about Emily.
She found herself trying to encourage this. She wanted guys to think about her, when they were wanking. It didn't matter if they were eighteen or eighty, she'd make sure all the guys got a nice little encouraging chat as they paid her. Her research meant she had quite a good knowledge about the material she was selling, and she enjoyed passing it on to her customers.
"She's actually in this month's 'Park Lane' too," she'd smile sweetly. "If you like her? And I think it says she's back in next month's copy too, on the centrefold. That should be in on Wednesday, do you want me to keep a copy back for you?"
A lot of the response was embarrassed shaking of heads. Some guys aren't able to deal with a confident woman talking about a subject like that. But others opened up a bit, and Emily started to get to know some of the pervs a bit better. She'd start keeping back copies of the guys' favourites. And she even found herself making recommendations.
"I know you normally only get 'Men Only'," she'd say sincerely. "But I saw the centrefold and I just knew you'd love her -- she's wearing a nurse's outfit, just how you like!"
As profits continued to increase, Emily found herself encouraging her customers visually as well as verbally. She exchanged trousers for skirts, and the warmer summer weather meant for blouses and low-cut tops. She loved to see the pervs desperately trying to pretend like they weren't looking at her, and their eyes on her body fed what was becoming a real drive to be noticed, to be appreciated.
Financially she was very comfortable, her mortgage was paid off and the shop was doing very well. She spent the weekends shopping for new outfits and, increasingly, underwear to rival that worn by the girls on the pages of the magazines that were selling so well.
She was now thirty-seven. She figured that she might start to see a decline in her looks as she hit forty. She made a conscious decision to make sure that these years, where she was truly a beautiful sexy woman, would not be wasted. She wanted to be seen.
As her confidence grew, she began coming around the counter, usually carrying her long-handled brush and pan, ostensibly tidying up the shop. But in reality, she was positioning herself in optimum viewing position for whoever happened to be perusing her stock at the time.
The sight of this beautiful, sexy and confident woman teetering around the shop floor on the stiletto heels which she always slipped on before emerging for inspection, was one which her customers enjoyed with increasing regularity.
Each order was always bigger than the last, and still the magazines sold out. Vikesh was impressed.
"Well, you know why I think it is, but even so. Seriously, you are head and shoulders above any shop of your size, the amount of this stuff you shift. Normally I'd be recommending five copies or so of each of these, you are comfortably selling twenty! Have you thought about increasing your range?"
"I have actually. But I don't really have the room."
Vikesh had a simple solution in his van. A standalone rack which was easily positioned by the drinks fridge near the counter, upon which all of the female interest stuff was stacked. 'Woman's Own', 'Cosmopolitan' and the like. This had the double benefit, once some rearranging was done, of freeing up a whole row on the main magazine stand, whilst also keeping the wholesome women's magazines very distinct from the pervs.
"Wow, thanks! I've got lots of room now. What do you recommend?"
"There's quite a lot of new stuff, actually. And I'm sure your guys will love it. The question is whether or not you're OK with it? The law has been getting pushed a lot recently. Nothing has actually changed, but the line which is deemed OK before they prosecute has moved quite a lot, even in just the last year. There's a whole range of, shall we say, more graphic material available now."
"Really? What, I mean, you know, what sort of stuff are we talking about?"
"It's easier if I show you, I think." Vik winked. He went back to his van and returned with three magazines. He handed them to Emily, who looked at the cover of each in turn.
'Young and spread," was the first. 'Naughty Over Forty', and finally 'Shaven Havens'. Emily flicked through the pages of each. The content was similar to the more explicit magazines she already stocked, but each photoshoot did push further. Hands found their way between the girls' legs and pulled labia wide, showing the pink and moist reward inside. Fingers crept inside; the girls were masturbating for the camera.
She was intrigued to find male talent on show in a couple of photoshoots but was surprised (and a little disappointed) to find none of the men were hard, all sported semi-flaccid penises.
"They don't seem to be enjoying it much?" she commented carelessly, pointing at a guy posing with his slightly aroused cock poised as if to insert it into one of the over forty women, who was smiling up at him, holding her pussy open invitingly.
"Yeah, the law is changing, but that seems to be the final taboo, if you like. Can't show a guy with a hard-on. And no penetration. No boy-girl penetration, but they are OK with foreign objects, dildos and the like. What do you think?"
Emily liked Vikesh. He was straight to the point, presumably from a career of dealing with this sort of stuff. She tried to make out it was purely a professional interest, commenting that yes, she thought these would sell well. She put an initial order in with Vikesh for a range of his more 'specialist' publications, and he went on his way.
After he went, she took the three sample magazines behind the counter. It was Tuesday, and once the morning rush was over it was usually quiet. These would keep her entertained, she thought.
The next day, Emily was feeling alive. Yesterday she'd taken some inspiration from 'Shaven Havens' and bought a safety razor from the chemist shop at lunchtime. She didn't own one as she generally waxed her legs. The pictures of those girls had really got her going, she found it all deliciously filthy.
Each set featured a girl with a totally shaved pussy, or an unmanaged, wild bush, which she'd then lather up, before meticulously and thoroughly removing all the hair. In 1993 shaving the pubic area was not a common occurrence.
This was followed by some close ups of their bare vaginas in all their unhidden glory, and plenty of 'pink' was on show as the girls spread themselves wide open for the camera. Most continued to finger themselves or push a dildo up inside.
Emily had no idea what it was that made this quite so appealing, but she now sported a totally hairless vagina, just like the girls of 'Shaven Havens'. The way her panties felt against her smooth pubis ensured that each movement was a delicious reminder of what she'd done and what was hidden beneath her clothes.
She found her hand sliding down the front of her short skirt every few minutes, just to check the feeling, which was hot in itself. It felt amazing. And now, the thought of revealing her newly bare cunt to someone, anyone, wouldn't leave her, no matter how many times she told herself that could never happen.
Last night's depilation session had, it seemed, removed more than Emily's hair. In some sense, inhibitions seemed to have accompanied the hair that she'd lost. As soon as she looked at her reflection, she'd felt an unstoppable desire to pleasure herself, which wasn't something she'd ever really felt the need to do before.
Any attempts at masturbation in the past had been nice, but without any real crescendo or release, and she'd ended up frustrated rather than satisfied. Last night was different, she'd admired her new 'slut pussy' as she decided it should be called and ended up bringing herself to a really nice climax, her eyes glued to her gorgeous, bare little cunt in the mirror as the frantic frigging she administered to her clit took her over the edge.
It was the first time she'd brought herself to an orgasm since she was a teenager. The feelings she'd rediscovered had lain dormant for years, but they were now back with a vengeance, and she'd made a firm decision that she needed to understand and explore her own body more thoroughly. With this in mind, she'd filled out an order form in the back section of 'Naughty over Forty' for some 'Marital aids'.
Her intention had been just to try a vibrator, but she'd ended up with quite an array of toys on order. The toy she chose, which was a seven-inch, realistic cock shaped toy with a powerful vibration effect, according to the advert, was only fifteen pounds, but the shop offered free delivery if you spent over one hundred, and delivery was fifteen pounds itself.
She'd noticed this month's 'Cosmopolitan' had a whole section about the delights of sex toys, and she'd taken some inspiration from that, ending up with a larger, thick black dildo, and even a steel butt plug, which had been very well reviewed. Anal hadn't, until now, been something she'd even considered, but Cosmopolitan highly recommended it, so why not?
Walking to the post office, having popped the 'out for lunch' sign on the shop door, with an envelope containing a cheque for one hundred pounds worth of sex toys, was exciting enough in itself. But the fact that with every step her white G-string, unencumbered by pubic hair, rubbed pleasantly against her hairless pubic area, made the experience all the more pleasurable.
The following Wednesday was an interesting one. Vikesh had arrived with the delivery at almost the same time the postman had brought quite a large box up to the counter for Emily's signature. She couldn't help giving the box a little shake, slightly disappointed that she had to postpone the grand opening to deal with the delivery.
"I'll put these here, back in a minute with the rest!" Vik smiled. The stack of magazines was already bigger than any he'd brought before, and there was more to follow. There was nearly the same again on his next trolley load. It was going to be quite a job, Emily thought, getting all of this new stock out on display.
Generally, she stocked the shelves in the morning before opening, or last thing at night. But she'd already decided that she'd do it in working hours today, so all the pervs could see her up on her little stool, putting all the new porn out on display for them. Before that, though, she had her delivery to open.
Within ten minutes, she was busy getting up and down, arranging armfuls of her new porn on the shelves. But she had a secret. Inside her hungry, shaven pussy, were two metal balls. The advert had proclaimed that they helped train muscles in that area, and as a benefit brought pleasurable feelings when they moved around inside.
Emily wasn't really sure about them just yet. They weren't unpleasant, but she wasn't necessarily feeling sexual pleasure from the movement. However, the mere knowledge that she had them inside her, and the little clicking and slight ringing noises that emerged from that area as she stepped down and back up onto the stool, did give her a real thrill.
She fantasised about someone hearing and asking her what that noise was. "Oh, that will be the Chinese love-balls I pushed inside my wet little cunt today, as I was feeling so horny," she'd reply. She laughed to herself, but the thought made her wetter.
Delivery Wednesday was always a busy one for the pervs, but this one was going to be much more interesting than usual. Emily had already thought of all the casual, careless comments she could let slip, as she cemented her position as the object of the perv's fantasies.
She'd slipped her heels off. Her skirt, which was almost a miniskirt, kept riding up and almost revealed her lacy stocking tops as she stepped up and down. Today she'd considered forgoing panties altogether, which she occasionally did when she was feeling particularly naughty. Instead, she'd opted for a nice lacy black pair to match her stockings and bra.
Her underwear was only ever seen by herself. She loved wearing sexy stuff even if it was for her eyes only. But the thought of strange eyes catching a glimpse and confirming that she really does wear stockings for work was not unappealing.
"Oh Hi! Sorry, don't mind me!" she'd smiled to the first perv to arrive today. It was just after nine a.m. Emily knew Dave was off work on a Wednesday, he'd often pop in after dropping the kids off.
Dave usually bought 'Men Only', and particularly liked brunettes, Emily remembered. She handed him a copy.
"Here you go, hot off the press. You are the first in town to get this month's copy!"
"Oh, thanks!" Dave grinned. He was one of the more talkative pervs. Emily stood down from her stool, putting her hands on her hips and blowing her cheeks, as if she needed a break. This angle gave Dave a good look at her cleavage, which heaved gently as she breathed.
"I'm really busy today, as you can see." She gestured at the pile of pornography which was awaiting deployment on the shelves. "You came a bit early, it's going on the shelves today, but there's a load of new stuff you might be interested in.
"A lot of it," she leaned towards him conspiratorially, "is a bit more... naughty than you might have seen before."
She finished with a smile and a wink. The action of leaning forward had, very deliberately, given Dave a nice look down her blouse at her lacy bra. Emily clenched her vaginal muscles, feeling the steel balls moving inside her. There was a barely audible noise as they moved, and she bit her lip, feeling goose pimples rising on her arms.
"Oh, right." Dave stepped back, looking at the large pile of magazines with interest. "Tell you what, why don't I pop back in later, once it's all sorted, and take a look?"
"Sure. Oh, don't worry, you can pay me later for that, save me going over to the till just now," Emily had said as Dave fished around for the coins to pay for his magazine. As he left a wicked thought came to her and she called after him:
"Just don't waste all your energy with that one, OK?" Again, it was delivered with a smile and a wink.
As Emily continued to arrange the magazines, she smiled to herself. Dave was probably wanking by now, pulling his hard cock whilst looking at the naked girls in the magazine she'd just handed him with a wink. And she'd made it very clear she knew exactly what he was going to do with it. She wondered whether the brief glance down her top had given him any inspiration. She hoped so.
She decided that the harder stuff should go on the very top shelf, with the usual range on the shelf just below. There was some overlap. Once it was finished, she stood back, admiring her handiwork. There was now a huge range of porn on display in her shop.
Taking a few examples back to her spot behind the counter, she explored her new, upgraded stock. It was very much as expected. Much less risqué, much more blatant. Emily liked this. These were, after all, magazines for men to become aroused over and masturbate to. So a woman holding her pussy open, pictured blatantly in the act with no pretence, was surely better for the purpose, compared to the more subtle approach of the other magazines.
Emily found herself becoming aroused. She pondered why this was. Did she find the women attractive, sexually? This was becoming quite popular, she'd noticed. Stars like Madonna were overtly advertising their interest in other women, and the magazines frequently featured two girls together.
Emily didn't think she would object to feeling her face engulfed by a nice pair of breasts. A pretty girl kissing and exploring her body, that would be nice. And there was a certain interest in seeing how she'd react to a soft, attentive female's lips finding their way between her legs.
But all of that, whilst intriguing, paled into insignificance when compared to the thought of giving herself up to a man. A handsome, horny, and insistent man who knew what he wanted from a woman and was happy to take it.
And this was where the magazines fell badly short, Emily found. Several featured sets of a nice looking guy frolicking with a woman. But, just as Vikesh had said, they all sported a forlorn, meek looking penis. Far from arousing, Emily found this just a bit sad and even depressing. Why was the woman not exciting to him? A soft penis was, to Emily, an insult.
She longed to see a real, aroused and erect cock, large and proud, which made her wonder how it was going to fit in her mouth or elsewhere. She remembered the iron bar that Pavel could produce at times, and how the feel of it would make her immediately wet. She recalled the feeling of choking as he thrust it past the point of comfort at the back of her throat.
These thoughts, not the tame, suppressed and restricted images on the pages of the magazine, were making her wet. She was feeling pretty sexy as her customers rolled up.
Emily took great pleasure in pointing out her new additions to every perv who arrived over the coming days and weeks.
"Apparently the law is relaxing, so they are allowed to show a lot more than they used to." She'd explain earnestly.
"I had a look myself, it's definitely a lot racier than you used to see!"
"I couldn't believe she'd do some of those things. I mean, she's so pretty!"
Vikesh was delighted upon his next visit when the order was increased again. There was now far too much to get it all on the shelves at the start of the month, so there were piles of magazines in the back corridor.
And Emily was seeing the benefit in the bank balance. Both the quantity of the new content she was shifting, and the fact that the harder stuff commanded a higher price tag, was doing wonders for her accounts.
Emily still often used the love balls, but her favourite was a rather Victorian looking contraption called a 'butterfly'. This didn't look sexy, but, when pulled on like a pair of panties, positioned a powerful motor right on the clit.
When she was really feeling like she needed it, she'd disappear to the toilet for a minute, and return with a wicked smile and a little controller in her hand. She found that the vibration of this little magic device would have her trembling to an orgasm in no time, if she turned it up.
But what she really liked to do, most of the time, was keep it ticking over, really low. Combined with the butt-plug (thanks Cosmopolitan, you were right!) she found herself in a state of absolute, blissful horniness which could last hours.
One of her favourite tricks was to step out on the shop floor in this state, plug still firmly inserted in her anus and vibrator keeping her just at the door of ecstasy. She found herself talking even more frankly to the pervs in this state. If they only knew, she'd laugh to herself, that they'd meet absolutely no resistance if they just got their hard cocks out and started grabbing my tits and wanking themselves off -- in fact I'd welcome it!
The thrill she got when making casual conversation, knowing that she had a device strapped to her clit which was gently stimulating her, unbeknownst to her customers, was incredible. Over time she found herself getting even more blatant in conversation with the younger, quieter ones. It was almost like she wanted to shock them into saying something, but they rarely did.
"You've gone for the harder stuff today then? I don't blame you - look at her, she's stunning, isn't she? And she's completely spread open inside, she's going to get you so hard. Enjoy yourself!"
She found that if she said everything with a smile and a wink, she got away with anything, and she loved it so much. The balls, butterfly and butt plug stayed at work, safely locked in a drawer to avoid Rebecca, the girl who worked the weekend and a few afternoons, finding them.
And when Emily got home, she would fuck herself with her big, thick dildo, sometimes swapping out for the vibrations of the smaller one. She found that, as she explored and discovered her body, she was able to achieve stronger and more fulfilling orgasms, which inevitably took place in front of her mirror. Watching herself getting all dirty was a lovely evening in for her.
It was one such night when she was pumping the big plastic cock into her shaved hole. She'd brought home a magazine, 'Glitz'. It was one which focused a lot more on the written word, with some filthy stories and reader submitted letters.
"Hi Glitz," one such letter began.
"I just wanted to write in to let you know about my fantasy. I buy your magazine from my local newsagent and the woman who works there is simply stunning. She must be five feet eleven in her heels, which she wears all the time, and has the most perfect hourglass figure.
"She's not shy about showing it off either. She always wears short skirts and low-cut tops, and she usually has a smile and a cheeky comment when I hand her my copy of Glitz and my money.
"The fact that she knows I'm taking it straight home to wank myself off, and she's so fine with it, has me rock hard as soon as I walk into her shop. She's a lot older than me, and I love thinking about her taking charge.
"In my fantasy I go to buy my magazine as usual. But this time she tells me that she knows how hard I am, and that she wants to see. The shop is still open, but she doesn't care. I pull out my hard cock, and her eyes light up. She tells me to show me what I'll do when I get home, and I start wanking myself off for her.
"She can't take her eyes off it, and is talking to me the whole time, telling me how much she loves to see my hard cock, and that I'm welcome to wank over her any time I like.
"The shop is still empty, and she comes around the front of the counter, pulls out her tits, which are just amazing, and drops to her knees, telling me to wank over them.
"I shoot a huge load over her, she smiles, goes behind the counter and pops my money in the till, spunk dripping off those big sexy tits.
"I can only dream, but it makes each time I drop into her shop a real pleasure!
R,
Lower Toddington.
"Glitz says:
"It sounds like you've got a real cracker of a shopkeeper there, R. Why don't you ask her if she minds you living out your fantasy next time you are in? She can only say no!"
Emily had realised she was the subject of this letter by the end of the first paragraph. Fuck! This was perfect! She had to put the magazine down for a minute before she could read any further, as an enormous orgasm washed over her.
Having read and re-read R's dirty thoughts about her, she had to force herself to breathe deeply and slowly, for fear of her heart bursting out of her chest. This guy, one of the pervs who she saw and teased every day, dreamed about just pulling his cock out in her shop, and wanking himself off over her.
The reason she found this so exciting was that this was almost exactly what she dreamed of too. As she pottered about the shop floor in her heels, butt plug and vibrator leaving her in a sense of abandoned arousal, Emily knew that if a hard cock were to appear in front of her, she'd be very unlikely to offer any objection.
But would she have the courage to just get her tits out and invite a random cock to wank on her? She thought she probably would, all things considered. Emily spent the evening toying with her two hard dildos, filling her pussy and mouth, swapping over and simulating what it would be like to be taken by two cocks, and sifting through images of random pervs in her mind, wondering just who 'R' was.
Emily was spiralling. She knew it, and she liked it. Her job was proving to be her hobby, her entertainment and her sex life. And on top of that, it paid very well too. Each day was spent teasing, arousing and exciting both herself and the steady stream of men who frequented her shop. But this wasn't enough.
What she needed now was real exposure and feedback. She craved eyes on her body, and comments - the dirtier the better. She wanted to hear about what men wanted to do to her, how they'd treat her and use her.
She wrestled with these thoughts for some time, the sensible businesswoman sometimes getting a word in, but usually overruled by the exhibitionist.
The conclusion, which had taken some acceptance, was that she not only wanted to sell porn to pervs, but she also wanted to be on the pages herself.
Emily was a beautiful, sexy woman. She knew this, she was confident and self-aware enough to understand the power that this gave her. She's conversed with the little voice in her head, trying persuasion and coercion, before deciding that, yes, she could live with the consequences.
She'd role-played situations where she'd be confronted by family and friends, shocked at the news that their friend/mother/sister/daughter was available to purchase and wank over for anyone. She knew what they'd say, and she was OK with it, and what her response would be:
"I like it. And I'm not doing anyone any harm."
That was it. It was true, and it was inarguable. She did like it. And she wasn't going to do any harm. There were thousands of women spread across the pages of thousands of magazines the world over. Why not her?
Despite them being separated for over fifteen years, they'd never divorced. There was no particular reason, just neither of them had ever seen the need. Mike had done his bit without argument, sending most of the proceeds of this small newsagents which he'd manned single handedly, to Emily, who'd worked part-time whilst bringing up their only son, Stephen.
Mike hadn't been a bad man, but he was a bad husband. He drank and smoked and didn't have a lot of time for anyone else. They'd married in a hurry; Emile had become pregnant at a ********** age -- too young. Things were different in the early seventies, but even then, a twenty-************* man getting a girl of Emily's young age pregnant was a bit scandalous.
Marriage seemed to make all of that fine, in the eyes of society. But an eighteen-year-old girl bringing up a baby with no help from her husband who worked twelve-hour days in his shop, briefly came home to eat whatever she managed to put together for his dinner, then went to the pub until bedtime each night, wasn't the recipe for a happy marriage.
After three years of very little enjoyment, they'd split. Mike had realised his responsibilities, so Emily had a home and an income. But whilst her friends were travelling, learning and doing young-people things, she was bringing up her **********.
It was now 1993 and Mike's death came at a time when Emily's life was already changing. Stephen took after his father and left school at sixteen to take on an apprenticeship, and at the age of nineteen was already self-sufficient as a self-employed electrician. He'd moved out a year ago and was living with a nice girl, Shannon. Emily shuddered a bit when she realised it was very likely she'd be a grandmother before she was forty.
But, in some ways she didn't regret anything. She'd sacrificed a lot of her best years, sure. But most of those schoolfriends who'd gone off to see the world were only now experiencing the joys of bringing up small ********. They couldn't imagine of a time when they'd be able to go and see a film, go out to the pub or for a nice meal without having to worry about babysitters, homework, nappies or the school run.
After a whole day of cleaning, the shop was spotless. It was pitch-black outside; the clocks hadn't yet changed and it was after eight o'clock. Emily looked at herself in the full-length mirror by the door, which allowed the 'L' shaped shop to be fully visible from behind the counter. She looked quite dishevelled and dusty, but, though she said so herself, she looked pretty damn good.
Her usually glossy, slightly wavy black shoulder-length hair could do with a wash, and the old clothes she'd worn to clean up weren't flattering, but she thought, for thirty-six, she didn't look much different compared to ten or even twenty years ago. In fact, she thought, her body had filled out very nicely.
When Stephen had arrived, her breasts had increased in size by several cups. She did let herself go a bit, certainly until Stephen was into his teenage years, but in the last few years a gym membership and some sensible eating had given her a killer body.
She was quite pleased that her breasts had not reverted back to how they were when she'd met Mike. He'd called then 'bee stings' and she was quite self-conscious about her flat chest. Now she sported two very nice, firm, thirty-four 'D' cup tits, and they were probably her favourite feature. That's not to say she didn't like the rest of her, she knew she had good legs, a flat tummy and a pretty face.
So why was she single? The simple answer was that she wanted to be. Her encounter with Mike had taken some getting over, and she had no desire to commit to a relationship if that was an example of what was to be expected.
A couple of years ago, she'd had a brief, intense fling with a guy she'd met at the gym. Other than Mike, Pavel had been her only sexual partner in her life. She'd loved what they did, he was much more adventurous than Mike and introduced her to things which she'd read about, like oral sex, and having fun outside in the woods, which she couldn't get enough of.
Pavel had, after a couple of months of fucking Emily however and whenever he wanted, called things off and went back to his wife -- they'd been separated at the time of the fling. Emily heard through a friend that her appetite for sex, which he'd enjoyed at first, had spooked him a bit. Emily was available to fuck whenever he wanted, but that wasn't quite as much as Emily wanted, it turned out.
Pavel was a man who couldn't come to terms with the thought that he wasn't able to satisfy 'his woman', and that was the end of things. Emily couldn't understand this at all, and she was quite upset for some time afterwards. She'd liked Pav. She hadn't been demanding in any way, and was available for him, physically, to do whatever he wanted with her, whenever he fancied it.
There was no real commitment. This was a lovely arrangement for Emily, and she supposed it would be a nice deal for a man too, so she couldn't understand why it had to end. She didn't even really mind if he wanted to keep things going after returning to his wife. As far as she was concerned the sex was good and it didn't have to mean anything else.
This attitude wasn't one she shared with any of her friends, who irrevocably combined sex with love and commitment. Emily wondered if her experience of love at such a young age had scarred her somehow. She didn't think so, and she was very at ease with her feelings in this area, so it was a subject she just didn't bring up around her friends. It was 1993 after all, not the Victorian age.
A newsagent is a peculiar shop to stock. It turns out that if the doors close for a few weeks, most of the inventory becomes worthless -- last month's magazines and newspapers aren't any good to anyone. Emily had to learn fast. Helped by Mike keeping a very comprehensive contact book and set of accounts, she was able to get in touch with most key suppliers, and within a week she was ready to open again.
Newspaper deliveries arrived daily at the crack of dawn, and magazines, cigarettes and sweets arrived sporadically through the week. Emily soon learned that the delivery guys were usually willing to do a lot of the donkey work, especially for a pretty lady like her, and once she learned exactly where she wanted things to be placed, that took most of the physical work out of the equation.
Before long the shop was ticking over quite nicely. Emily thanked Mike, despite everything, for the lucrative little business he'd left her. It was plenty to provide all she needed, financially, and she was able to take on a part-time girl to do some hours through the week, and most of the weekend, so it afforded her quite a nice lifestyle. Typically, she'd work all the times deliveries were due, and would be running the shop alone for most of the week.
It was quite a social job, lots of the regulars would pop in daily for papers, cigs and the like. But there was a particular type of customer who wasn't so talkative. Mike's shop had stocked quite a range of 'girlie' magazines -- many more, Emily thought, than she'd seen in other newsagents.
When the supplier had suggested Emily repeat Mike's previous order, she'd been quite surprised to find that meant quite so many 'porn' magazines. In those days, the content was really quite tame. Nudity, yes. But very little of what you could call 'explicit'. Things were changing rapidly though, and content that pushed the boundaries of the law was published monthly.
Emily had sneaked a look through some of the magazines when filling the shelves. The more well-known titles tended towards safer content. Beautiful, sexily dressed girls would strip off and pose in positions which showed almost everything. But it was all quite tasteful.
She found it interesting that, despite the limited nature of the pictures, the written word appeared to have no such restrictions, and letters and stories depicted graphic sex acts with nothing left unmentioned.
The less well-known titles tended towards the slightly more risqué. Girls would typically look slightly less unattainable, and would adopt more explicit poses, with legs spread open and much more sharp focus on their private parts.
There was, Emily discovered, a surprising market for this material. She knew it existed, of course. But she'd had no idea just how many men (it was almost exclusively men, other than the odd broad-minded wife who picked up a copy of something for her husband) would buy this stuff.
She'd initially tried to sort them into different 'types'. Young, virginal lads who couldn't get a girlfriend. Old guys whose wife didn't take care of them anymore, divorced men etc. But it turned out that you couldn't spot a buyer of porn, it could be literally any man.
Emily found that she loved watching these guys and how they approached their purchase. Some would come in bold as brass, flick through the pages of several magazines before deciding on one, and purchase with a smile, sometimes getting a newspaper and some cigarettes. Others would be in and out in a flash, always when the shop was empty. Some would slip the illicit publication into their jacket, or inside a newspaper as they left.
This behaviour led to Emily questioning her own attitude to this stuff. There was a stigma around guys buying these magazines. During the many long, quiet times alone in the shop, she found herself researching the material, flicking through the pictures and reading the filthy stories. Her conclusion was that it was very much harmless.
Great fun, though -- she started putting herself in the place of these girls, in her mind. What must it be like, stripping off and baring all to a guy with a camera? And then those pictures being shown to the world, your most private assets available to whoever wanted to see, for a couple of quid. The thought gave her quite a buzz.
Emily found herself wondering whether this came from her own feelings towards sex in general. Her time with Pav had illustrated that her attitude to sex was different to a lot of women's. She had no problem with seeing sex as a fun recreational activity. This was, it seemed, much more of a male attitude than a female one.
As the weeks and months went by, Emily got to know her regulars a bit more. She continued to take a keen interest in 'The Pervs', as she affectionately called them. It wasn't a conscious decision, but she found herself trying to put the nervous guys at ease, smiling and chatting to them, as if to show that she, at least, had no problem with their choice of entertainment.
"This one's really popular this month," she'd smile. Or "she's really lovely, isn't she?" commenting on the cover girl of the perv's choice. This seemed to go down well, and she found that repeat custom on the porn was increasing. There were regularly gaps on the top shelf towards the end of the month as she sold out of most titles.
Emily hadn't really considered why this might be. She hoped it might be her friendly, accepting attitude. But Vikesh, the delivery guy, who also took the re-orders for the magazines, had other ideas.
"We're selling this stuff really well," Emily had commented, as he'd wheeled in a large pile of the month's mags on his trolley.
"Yeah, funny that," Vik had smiled knowingly.
"What?"
"Don't make me laugh! As if you wouldn't know."
"Know what? What do you mean?"
Vikesh realised Emily was genuine and laughed.
"Bleeding innocent, aren't you? Listen, Emily. I'm a married man, don't take this the wrong way. But you are a beautiful woman. These guys, they are quite literally in the market for a beautiful woman. It's going to give them a right thrill, isn't it? Buying their dirty books off a sexy thing like you."
Emily blushed. Her mouth hung open in an 'O' as she realised what Vik was saying. She liked that he'd described her as a 'sexy thing'. And what he was telling her sent a hot flush running down her body.
"Oh. Oh shit! You mean they are thinking about... I mean... Me? Like that?"
"Haha, I dunno Emily. I'm sure some are. Or maybe they just find it easier buying off a woman, non-threatening, like."
Profits continued to grow, and the pervs continued to frequent her shop. Emily found herself getting a real buzz from what Vikesh had told her. She reminded herself that each guy that approached the counter clutching his chosen publication was likely taking it straight home.
Once he got home, he'd be flicking through the pages, and his cock would be getting hard. Nice and hard. And maybe, when he started playing with himself, maybe he'd think about her, about Emily.
She found herself trying to encourage this. She wanted guys to think about her, when they were wanking. It didn't matter if they were eighteen or eighty, she'd make sure all the guys got a nice little encouraging chat as they paid her. Her research meant she had quite a good knowledge about the material she was selling, and she enjoyed passing it on to her customers.
"She's actually in this month's 'Park Lane' too," she'd smile sweetly. "If you like her? And I think it says she's back in next month's copy too, on the centrefold. That should be in on Wednesday, do you want me to keep a copy back for you?"
A lot of the response was embarrassed shaking of heads. Some guys aren't able to deal with a confident woman talking about a subject like that. But others opened up a bit, and Emily started to get to know some of the pervs a bit better. She'd start keeping back copies of the guys' favourites. And she even found herself making recommendations.
"I know you normally only get 'Men Only'," she'd say sincerely. "But I saw the centrefold and I just knew you'd love her -- she's wearing a nurse's outfit, just how you like!"
As profits continued to increase, Emily found herself encouraging her customers visually as well as verbally. She exchanged trousers for skirts, and the warmer summer weather meant for blouses and low-cut tops. She loved to see the pervs desperately trying to pretend like they weren't looking at her, and their eyes on her body fed what was becoming a real drive to be noticed, to be appreciated.
Financially she was very comfortable, her mortgage was paid off and the shop was doing very well. She spent the weekends shopping for new outfits and, increasingly, underwear to rival that worn by the girls on the pages of the magazines that were selling so well.
She was now thirty-seven. She figured that she might start to see a decline in her looks as she hit forty. She made a conscious decision to make sure that these years, where she was truly a beautiful sexy woman, would not be wasted. She wanted to be seen.
As her confidence grew, she began coming around the counter, usually carrying her long-handled brush and pan, ostensibly tidying up the shop. But in reality, she was positioning herself in optimum viewing position for whoever happened to be perusing her stock at the time.
The sight of this beautiful, sexy and confident woman teetering around the shop floor on the stiletto heels which she always slipped on before emerging for inspection, was one which her customers enjoyed with increasing regularity.
Each order was always bigger than the last, and still the magazines sold out. Vikesh was impressed.
"Well, you know why I think it is, but even so. Seriously, you are head and shoulders above any shop of your size, the amount of this stuff you shift. Normally I'd be recommending five copies or so of each of these, you are comfortably selling twenty! Have you thought about increasing your range?"
"I have actually. But I don't really have the room."
Vikesh had a simple solution in his van. A standalone rack which was easily positioned by the drinks fridge near the counter, upon which all of the female interest stuff was stacked. 'Woman's Own', 'Cosmopolitan' and the like. This had the double benefit, once some rearranging was done, of freeing up a whole row on the main magazine stand, whilst also keeping the wholesome women's magazines very distinct from the pervs.
"Wow, thanks! I've got lots of room now. What do you recommend?"
"There's quite a lot of new stuff, actually. And I'm sure your guys will love it. The question is whether or not you're OK with it? The law has been getting pushed a lot recently. Nothing has actually changed, but the line which is deemed OK before they prosecute has moved quite a lot, even in just the last year. There's a whole range of, shall we say, more graphic material available now."
"Really? What, I mean, you know, what sort of stuff are we talking about?"
"It's easier if I show you, I think." Vik winked. He went back to his van and returned with three magazines. He handed them to Emily, who looked at the cover of each in turn.
'Young and spread," was the first. 'Naughty Over Forty', and finally 'Shaven Havens'. Emily flicked through the pages of each. The content was similar to the more explicit magazines she already stocked, but each photoshoot did push further. Hands found their way between the girls' legs and pulled labia wide, showing the pink and moist reward inside. Fingers crept inside; the girls were masturbating for the camera.
She was intrigued to find male talent on show in a couple of photoshoots but was surprised (and a little disappointed) to find none of the men were hard, all sported semi-flaccid penises.
"They don't seem to be enjoying it much?" she commented carelessly, pointing at a guy posing with his slightly aroused cock poised as if to insert it into one of the over forty women, who was smiling up at him, holding her pussy open invitingly.
"Yeah, the law is changing, but that seems to be the final taboo, if you like. Can't show a guy with a hard-on. And no penetration. No boy-girl penetration, but they are OK with foreign objects, dildos and the like. What do you think?"
Emily liked Vikesh. He was straight to the point, presumably from a career of dealing with this sort of stuff. She tried to make out it was purely a professional interest, commenting that yes, she thought these would sell well. She put an initial order in with Vikesh for a range of his more 'specialist' publications, and he went on his way.
After he went, she took the three sample magazines behind the counter. It was Tuesday, and once the morning rush was over it was usually quiet. These would keep her entertained, she thought.
The next day, Emily was feeling alive. Yesterday she'd taken some inspiration from 'Shaven Havens' and bought a safety razor from the chemist shop at lunchtime. She didn't own one as she generally waxed her legs. The pictures of those girls had really got her going, she found it all deliciously filthy.
Each set featured a girl with a totally shaved pussy, or an unmanaged, wild bush, which she'd then lather up, before meticulously and thoroughly removing all the hair. In 1993 shaving the pubic area was not a common occurrence.
This was followed by some close ups of their bare vaginas in all their unhidden glory, and plenty of 'pink' was on show as the girls spread themselves wide open for the camera. Most continued to finger themselves or push a dildo up inside.
Emily had no idea what it was that made this quite so appealing, but she now sported a totally hairless vagina, just like the girls of 'Shaven Havens'. The way her panties felt against her smooth pubis ensured that each movement was a delicious reminder of what she'd done and what was hidden beneath her clothes.
She found her hand sliding down the front of her short skirt every few minutes, just to check the feeling, which was hot in itself. It felt amazing. And now, the thought of revealing her newly bare cunt to someone, anyone, wouldn't leave her, no matter how many times she told herself that could never happen.
Last night's depilation session had, it seemed, removed more than Emily's hair. In some sense, inhibitions seemed to have accompanied the hair that she'd lost. As soon as she looked at her reflection, she'd felt an unstoppable desire to pleasure herself, which wasn't something she'd ever really felt the need to do before.
Any attempts at masturbation in the past had been nice, but without any real crescendo or release, and she'd ended up frustrated rather than satisfied. Last night was different, she'd admired her new 'slut pussy' as she decided it should be called and ended up bringing herself to a really nice climax, her eyes glued to her gorgeous, bare little cunt in the mirror as the frantic frigging she administered to her clit took her over the edge.
It was the first time she'd brought herself to an orgasm since she was a teenager. The feelings she'd rediscovered had lain dormant for years, but they were now back with a vengeance, and she'd made a firm decision that she needed to understand and explore her own body more thoroughly. With this in mind, she'd filled out an order form in the back section of 'Naughty over Forty' for some 'Marital aids'.
Her intention had been just to try a vibrator, but she'd ended up with quite an array of toys on order. The toy she chose, which was a seven-inch, realistic cock shaped toy with a powerful vibration effect, according to the advert, was only fifteen pounds, but the shop offered free delivery if you spent over one hundred, and delivery was fifteen pounds itself.
She'd noticed this month's 'Cosmopolitan' had a whole section about the delights of sex toys, and she'd taken some inspiration from that, ending up with a larger, thick black dildo, and even a steel butt plug, which had been very well reviewed. Anal hadn't, until now, been something she'd even considered, but Cosmopolitan highly recommended it, so why not?
Walking to the post office, having popped the 'out for lunch' sign on the shop door, with an envelope containing a cheque for one hundred pounds worth of sex toys, was exciting enough in itself. But the fact that with every step her white G-string, unencumbered by pubic hair, rubbed pleasantly against her hairless pubic area, made the experience all the more pleasurable.
The following Wednesday was an interesting one. Vikesh had arrived with the delivery at almost the same time the postman had brought quite a large box up to the counter for Emily's signature. She couldn't help giving the box a little shake, slightly disappointed that she had to postpone the grand opening to deal with the delivery.
"I'll put these here, back in a minute with the rest!" Vik smiled. The stack of magazines was already bigger than any he'd brought before, and there was more to follow. There was nearly the same again on his next trolley load. It was going to be quite a job, Emily thought, getting all of this new stock out on display.
Generally, she stocked the shelves in the morning before opening, or last thing at night. But she'd already decided that she'd do it in working hours today, so all the pervs could see her up on her little stool, putting all the new porn out on display for them. Before that, though, she had her delivery to open.
Within ten minutes, she was busy getting up and down, arranging armfuls of her new porn on the shelves. But she had a secret. Inside her hungry, shaven pussy, were two metal balls. The advert had proclaimed that they helped train muscles in that area, and as a benefit brought pleasurable feelings when they moved around inside.
Emily wasn't really sure about them just yet. They weren't unpleasant, but she wasn't necessarily feeling sexual pleasure from the movement. However, the mere knowledge that she had them inside her, and the little clicking and slight ringing noises that emerged from that area as she stepped down and back up onto the stool, did give her a real thrill.
She fantasised about someone hearing and asking her what that noise was. "Oh, that will be the Chinese love-balls I pushed inside my wet little cunt today, as I was feeling so horny," she'd reply. She laughed to herself, but the thought made her wetter.
Delivery Wednesday was always a busy one for the pervs, but this one was going to be much more interesting than usual. Emily had already thought of all the casual, careless comments she could let slip, as she cemented her position as the object of the perv's fantasies.
She'd slipped her heels off. Her skirt, which was almost a miniskirt, kept riding up and almost revealed her lacy stocking tops as she stepped up and down. Today she'd considered forgoing panties altogether, which she occasionally did when she was feeling particularly naughty. Instead, she'd opted for a nice lacy black pair to match her stockings and bra.
Her underwear was only ever seen by herself. She loved wearing sexy stuff even if it was for her eyes only. But the thought of strange eyes catching a glimpse and confirming that she really does wear stockings for work was not unappealing.
"Oh Hi! Sorry, don't mind me!" she'd smiled to the first perv to arrive today. It was just after nine a.m. Emily knew Dave was off work on a Wednesday, he'd often pop in after dropping the kids off.
Dave usually bought 'Men Only', and particularly liked brunettes, Emily remembered. She handed him a copy.
"Here you go, hot off the press. You are the first in town to get this month's copy!"
"Oh, thanks!" Dave grinned. He was one of the more talkative pervs. Emily stood down from her stool, putting her hands on her hips and blowing her cheeks, as if she needed a break. This angle gave Dave a good look at her cleavage, which heaved gently as she breathed.
"I'm really busy today, as you can see." She gestured at the pile of pornography which was awaiting deployment on the shelves. "You came a bit early, it's going on the shelves today, but there's a load of new stuff you might be interested in.
"A lot of it," she leaned towards him conspiratorially, "is a bit more... naughty than you might have seen before."
She finished with a smile and a wink. The action of leaning forward had, very deliberately, given Dave a nice look down her blouse at her lacy bra. Emily clenched her vaginal muscles, feeling the steel balls moving inside her. There was a barely audible noise as they moved, and she bit her lip, feeling goose pimples rising on her arms.
"Oh, right." Dave stepped back, looking at the large pile of magazines with interest. "Tell you what, why don't I pop back in later, once it's all sorted, and take a look?"
"Sure. Oh, don't worry, you can pay me later for that, save me going over to the till just now," Emily had said as Dave fished around for the coins to pay for his magazine. As he left a wicked thought came to her and she called after him:
"Just don't waste all your energy with that one, OK?" Again, it was delivered with a smile and a wink.
As Emily continued to arrange the magazines, she smiled to herself. Dave was probably wanking by now, pulling his hard cock whilst looking at the naked girls in the magazine she'd just handed him with a wink. And she'd made it very clear she knew exactly what he was going to do with it. She wondered whether the brief glance down her top had given him any inspiration. She hoped so.
She decided that the harder stuff should go on the very top shelf, with the usual range on the shelf just below. There was some overlap. Once it was finished, she stood back, admiring her handiwork. There was now a huge range of porn on display in her shop.
Taking a few examples back to her spot behind the counter, she explored her new, upgraded stock. It was very much as expected. Much less risqué, much more blatant. Emily liked this. These were, after all, magazines for men to become aroused over and masturbate to. So a woman holding her pussy open, pictured blatantly in the act with no pretence, was surely better for the purpose, compared to the more subtle approach of the other magazines.
Emily found herself becoming aroused. She pondered why this was. Did she find the women attractive, sexually? This was becoming quite popular, she'd noticed. Stars like Madonna were overtly advertising their interest in other women, and the magazines frequently featured two girls together.
Emily didn't think she would object to feeling her face engulfed by a nice pair of breasts. A pretty girl kissing and exploring her body, that would be nice. And there was a certain interest in seeing how she'd react to a soft, attentive female's lips finding their way between her legs.
But all of that, whilst intriguing, paled into insignificance when compared to the thought of giving herself up to a man. A handsome, horny, and insistent man who knew what he wanted from a woman and was happy to take it.
And this was where the magazines fell badly short, Emily found. Several featured sets of a nice looking guy frolicking with a woman. But, just as Vikesh had said, they all sported a forlorn, meek looking penis. Far from arousing, Emily found this just a bit sad and even depressing. Why was the woman not exciting to him? A soft penis was, to Emily, an insult.
She longed to see a real, aroused and erect cock, large and proud, which made her wonder how it was going to fit in her mouth or elsewhere. She remembered the iron bar that Pavel could produce at times, and how the feel of it would make her immediately wet. She recalled the feeling of choking as he thrust it past the point of comfort at the back of her throat.
These thoughts, not the tame, suppressed and restricted images on the pages of the magazine, were making her wet. She was feeling pretty sexy as her customers rolled up.
Emily took great pleasure in pointing out her new additions to every perv who arrived over the coming days and weeks.
"Apparently the law is relaxing, so they are allowed to show a lot more than they used to." She'd explain earnestly.
"I had a look myself, it's definitely a lot racier than you used to see!"
"I couldn't believe she'd do some of those things. I mean, she's so pretty!"
Vikesh was delighted upon his next visit when the order was increased again. There was now far too much to get it all on the shelves at the start of the month, so there were piles of magazines in the back corridor.
And Emily was seeing the benefit in the bank balance. Both the quantity of the new content she was shifting, and the fact that the harder stuff commanded a higher price tag, was doing wonders for her accounts.
Emily still often used the love balls, but her favourite was a rather Victorian looking contraption called a 'butterfly'. This didn't look sexy, but, when pulled on like a pair of panties, positioned a powerful motor right on the clit.
When she was really feeling like she needed it, she'd disappear to the toilet for a minute, and return with a wicked smile and a little controller in her hand. She found that the vibration of this little magic device would have her trembling to an orgasm in no time, if she turned it up.
But what she really liked to do, most of the time, was keep it ticking over, really low. Combined with the butt-plug (thanks Cosmopolitan, you were right!) she found herself in a state of absolute, blissful horniness which could last hours.
One of her favourite tricks was to step out on the shop floor in this state, plug still firmly inserted in her anus and vibrator keeping her just at the door of ecstasy. She found herself talking even more frankly to the pervs in this state. If they only knew, she'd laugh to herself, that they'd meet absolutely no resistance if they just got their hard cocks out and started grabbing my tits and wanking themselves off -- in fact I'd welcome it!
The thrill she got when making casual conversation, knowing that she had a device strapped to her clit which was gently stimulating her, unbeknownst to her customers, was incredible. Over time she found herself getting even more blatant in conversation with the younger, quieter ones. It was almost like she wanted to shock them into saying something, but they rarely did.
"You've gone for the harder stuff today then? I don't blame you - look at her, she's stunning, isn't she? And she's completely spread open inside, she's going to get you so hard. Enjoy yourself!"
She found that if she said everything with a smile and a wink, she got away with anything, and she loved it so much. The balls, butterfly and butt plug stayed at work, safely locked in a drawer to avoid Rebecca, the girl who worked the weekend and a few afternoons, finding them.
And when Emily got home, she would fuck herself with her big, thick dildo, sometimes swapping out for the vibrations of the smaller one. She found that, as she explored and discovered her body, she was able to achieve stronger and more fulfilling orgasms, which inevitably took place in front of her mirror. Watching herself getting all dirty was a lovely evening in for her.
It was one such night when she was pumping the big plastic cock into her shaved hole. She'd brought home a magazine, 'Glitz'. It was one which focused a lot more on the written word, with some filthy stories and reader submitted letters.
"Hi Glitz," one such letter began.
"I just wanted to write in to let you know about my fantasy. I buy your magazine from my local newsagent and the woman who works there is simply stunning. She must be five feet eleven in her heels, which she wears all the time, and has the most perfect hourglass figure.
"She's not shy about showing it off either. She always wears short skirts and low-cut tops, and she usually has a smile and a cheeky comment when I hand her my copy of Glitz and my money.
"The fact that she knows I'm taking it straight home to wank myself off, and she's so fine with it, has me rock hard as soon as I walk into her shop. She's a lot older than me, and I love thinking about her taking charge.
"In my fantasy I go to buy my magazine as usual. But this time she tells me that she knows how hard I am, and that she wants to see. The shop is still open, but she doesn't care. I pull out my hard cock, and her eyes light up. She tells me to show me what I'll do when I get home, and I start wanking myself off for her.
"She can't take her eyes off it, and is talking to me the whole time, telling me how much she loves to see my hard cock, and that I'm welcome to wank over her any time I like.
"The shop is still empty, and she comes around the front of the counter, pulls out her tits, which are just amazing, and drops to her knees, telling me to wank over them.
"I shoot a huge load over her, she smiles, goes behind the counter and pops my money in the till, spunk dripping off those big sexy tits.
"I can only dream, but it makes each time I drop into her shop a real pleasure!
R,
Lower Toddington.
"Glitz says:
"It sounds like you've got a real cracker of a shopkeeper there, R. Why don't you ask her if she minds you living out your fantasy next time you are in? She can only say no!"
Emily had realised she was the subject of this letter by the end of the first paragraph. Fuck! This was perfect! She had to put the magazine down for a minute before she could read any further, as an enormous orgasm washed over her.
Having read and re-read R's dirty thoughts about her, she had to force herself to breathe deeply and slowly, for fear of her heart bursting out of her chest. This guy, one of the pervs who she saw and teased every day, dreamed about just pulling his cock out in her shop, and wanking himself off over her.
The reason she found this so exciting was that this was almost exactly what she dreamed of too. As she pottered about the shop floor in her heels, butt plug and vibrator leaving her in a sense of abandoned arousal, Emily knew that if a hard cock were to appear in front of her, she'd be very unlikely to offer any objection.
But would she have the courage to just get her tits out and invite a random cock to wank on her? She thought she probably would, all things considered. Emily spent the evening toying with her two hard dildos, filling her pussy and mouth, swapping over and simulating what it would be like to be taken by two cocks, and sifting through images of random pervs in her mind, wondering just who 'R' was.
Emily was spiralling. She knew it, and she liked it. Her job was proving to be her hobby, her entertainment and her sex life. And on top of that, it paid very well too. Each day was spent teasing, arousing and exciting both herself and the steady stream of men who frequented her shop. But this wasn't enough.
What she needed now was real exposure and feedback. She craved eyes on her body, and comments - the dirtier the better. She wanted to hear about what men wanted to do to her, how they'd treat her and use her.
She wrestled with these thoughts for some time, the sensible businesswoman sometimes getting a word in, but usually overruled by the exhibitionist.
The conclusion, which had taken some acceptance, was that she not only wanted to sell porn to pervs, but she also wanted to be on the pages herself.
Emily was a beautiful, sexy woman. She knew this, she was confident and self-aware enough to understand the power that this gave her. She's conversed with the little voice in her head, trying persuasion and coercion, before deciding that, yes, she could live with the consequences.
She'd role-played situations where she'd be confronted by family and friends, shocked at the news that their friend/mother/sister/daughter was available to purchase and wank over for anyone. She knew what they'd say, and she was OK with it, and what her response would be:
"I like it. And I'm not doing anyone any harm."
That was it. It was true, and it was inarguable. She did like it. And she wasn't going to do any harm. There were thousands of women spread across the pages of thousands of magazines the world over. Why not her?
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