Curious

I've been questioning my identity lately. A year ago I was mostly straight though somewhat bicurious. That has given way to a full blown cock addiction where I had identified myself as bi, but was it really that. My cock lust also found sissy porn highly appealing. Id experimented with cross dressing here and there, but secretly would find it thrilling to have a mistress who would bring home men to fuck me. I've also found trans porn highly pleasureable as well. To the pyoint I would be more than open to being in a relationship with a trans woman. Not sure what kind of label applies to me if any. Bi doesn't seem adequate anymore. Maybe gay, maybe pan. Or maybe I'm just a fag for cock. Feedback is welcome.