A great story on being a sissy

i have been steadily moving along the path of feminization ( each step that i take making me want to take yet another. i am only a part time sissy with family and work to consider but i know that the path is only forward, not backward. So i thought i would offer 30 of my own observations and experiences in this journey and wonder if others might share some of their experiences.

1. It all started with a pair of panties. One day i put on a pair and was amazed at the feeling. Sexy, feminine, intoxicating and so very right. Now it is panties most every day and i love the truth of being a panty girl.
2. Admitting that i wanted to explore and nurture my feminine self - no it is not simply a sexy thrill, it is a basic part of me. i love the feminine inside me and the joy when i feel a surge a feminine energy.
3. Buying my first bra - with the assistance of the sales woman - but then realizing when i got it home that i did not have a pair of matching panties. I immediately began to have a new appreciation of the importance of coordinated outfits if I wanted to feel pretty.
4. Looking at a Victoria's Secret catalogue and realizing that i was noticing the outfits and not the models. Yes, i want that pretty camisole - and i love that dress and top, and panties, and more. Also, when walking through the mall my eyes kept getting drawn to the outfits in the display windows.
5. Using a pretty scented body lotion everyday. Now my skin truly wants the pampering and it is nice to have a little bit of scent with me all day.
6. Removing as much body hair as i dare. Yes, i would love to be smooth all over but i am not there. i do keep my sissy stick smooth, as all of the public hair seems so to make a claim to being a man that i am happy to do without. Any chest hair had to go as a bra with hair on my chest simply did not work. Keeping my underarms smooth is another big step i have taken. Recently i went to the salon for a waxing and had all my hair removed from my sissy clit and above, no landing strip just smooth skin.
7. Moving beyond lingerie - yes, i love my lingerie but to truly feel femme i needed to get some dresses, tops and skirts. That was a step at a time but i have been moving along the path. I am still learning my way around women's shops and learning sizes but I have come a long way. 
8. Telling the sales woman straight out that i am shopping for a dress for myself and need some help with sizes has worked out. So that is a big step, not hiding behind a pretext - just telling the truth.
9. Shoes - same lesson as the the matching bra and panties - any outfit needs shoes, Simple as that. Going out and buying in my size was a step on the way.
10. Accessories - I had the dress, I had the shoes - clearly i needed a bit of jewelry, scarves. 
11. Thinking and feeling like a woman - not just dressing like one. I am actively seeking to see and experience the world from a feminine frame of mind - reading women's books, magazines. Consciously trying to engage in "girl talk" with the women around me. i have tried some feminization mesmerize and feel that it contributes to the picture.
12. Make up -It is fun to have my own make up collection - with primer, foundation, blush, eyeshadow, mascara, lip stick, lip gloss. And now it seems very natural, to put on a touch of eye makeup, blush, lip gloss (just a touch) when i head out the door.
13. Stepping out - no way that i could pass as a woman (though i have nice legs) but just adding a bit of a hint to my appearance helps me along the way. Perhaps a bra underneath my shirt, a necklace, clear polish on my nails, a pretty scent, just a little something each time to help me feel my feminine self.
14. Going to the salon - I am a believer. After just a couple of visits I can see that few things are better to help affirm my feminine self, to feel a bit pampered and to spend time in the world of women. Over the past three or four months i have had my first pedicure, my first facial, and a make-up session to help me learn more about how to use make up to nurture my feminine self. 
15 .Decorating my office with feminine items- I have been making sure to add some pretty decorations to bring a more feminine touch to my work setting. Also I replaced my drab coffee cup with a softer cup covered with pastel colored flowers and I switched to drinking Lady Grey tea.
16. Each morning I put a spray of scent (Amber Romance) on my wrists to be able to breathe in and exude a more feminine scent through the day. 
17. Shopping, cooking, and cleaning. Definitely my chores. And I take pride in doing them well to please my partner. It is a pleasure to prepare a special meal to serve and be sure everything is cleaned up after.
18. I remind myself each day to strive as best I can to be a good submissive wife.
19. In social gatherings when the men and women tend to divide into separate groups, I sit with the (other) women and join in the conversation as best I can. When it comes to helping clean up in the kitchen I know that I prefer to be with the women.
20. Each day I find that I acknowledge to myself how much I love being feminine –– admitting that at my core I am progressively becoming more and more the woman I want to be.
21. Joining a yoga class where I am typically one of the two or three genetic males in a class of 25 . I went to a women’s active wear section and bought myself a pair of yoga pants and a top to wear to class. I love knowing that I am out with a group of women, dressed entirely in women’s clothes. And I love the yoga!
22. Going to yoga with pretty polish on my toe nails and wearing an ankle bracelet. Bare toes and ankles in class, no hiding. Being out there jut a bit more with my feminine self.
23. More and more I find that I want to go out shopping or for a walk wearing feminine clothes. It doesn’t have to be over the top, in a dress or skirt. But, it can be a camisole where the straps might show through, women’s sandals, a bracelet, attractive slacks, a women’s top, a necklace. Just something where I can be more feminine when out of the house and learning to be comfortable with bits of my sissy self out in public.
24. No question I have fully learned to eat and love the taste of my sissy cream. i do believe that the only proper place for my sissy cream is in my mouth. i appreciate the transforming effects and special truth of affirming that as a sissy i understand and proudly embrace this about myself, feeling that my sissy cream and any other cum i have the opportunity to consume serves as proper nourishment for me in my continuing journey of feminization and proper devotion.
25. As I travel this path it is certainly true that I am increasingly turned on by the sexual power of a hard cock and that I would love to be a cocksucking sissy. I have not taken that step so far but I do have a realistic dildo and practice taking all nine inches into my mouth and throat. 
26. I subscribe to Lucille Sorella’s Feminine Secrets program, including all sorts of lessons on style, physical movement, makeup and feminization mesmerize videos. 
27. Increasingly I find myself standing and positioning myself in feminine postures, both consciously and u*********sly, feeling more comfortable that way.
28. Nightly facial cream and eye cream have become a standard element. I love their nourishing feel and the touch of smoother skin.
29. I seek and enjoy the (non-violent) sissy stories and sissy porn on the internet and know that these help to further imprint my sexual identity and orientation as a sissy girl. 
30. I have bought myself my own makeup bag. I do need to find a simple purse to carry for when I am out at least partially en femme. I have learned that women’s clothes are much less likely to have pockets.