Christean A Personal Story Of Lust

This not meant to be porn so apologies if you feel it is. It's the actual life of a porn addicted cross dressing bisexual, other- wise straight man (well maybe not so straight) with in exhaustive chronic need to be sexually stimulated.
He lived with a tier of secrets. For most of his life the secrets Christean held inside barely acknowledged and some which were not yet discovered.
In the current days Christean or Phynick has fully blossomed into a gorgeous horny slut gurl.
By slut gurl I mean he is a guy who is bisexual or actually pansexual but loves to dress in slutty gurl lingerie. Although most of her sexual play is at home getting high on 420 and poppers she records many sessions on video and photos. As often as possible will log in to several sex sites and live cam.
She will play like this when alone at home for one hour or more, the longer the better as she will Set up a rubberized sex sheet on the floor in front of mirror arrange the slut clothes out and set up all the sex toys so they are ready to use when wanted. If time allows she will meticulously apply her apply her make up put on a wig, tape tits in place so they are free to bounce on their own and wear the sluttiest choice of sexy slut lingerie f or the occasion. She has a lot of combinations of mix and match outfits as well as a nice assortment of big huge dildos to ride. Video recording and sharing on the internet sex sites adds to her rush but even without video or pics she is a really an oversexed nympho that can never have enough cock or cunt as she likes to call it.
From as early as Christean can remember she always had a fascination with girls’ clothes such as panties, bras skirts, and dresses. Makeup was something desired but didn't start to apply until recent years and actually became quite good at applying it. The process of putting on make-up makes her tingle with elation and a genuine feeling as if she belonged to this. It is not wrong and no shame is attached to her female desires and transformation.
In so many ways this lifestyle is perfectly natural and comforting it still is Mainly of a fantasy world to participate when the opportunity and sexual situations permit.
Christean is a married bisexual man and has shared with his wife these fetishes and desires. Although his wife accepts Christean is not interested in participating in this aspect of Christians’ lifestyle she does give alone time for solo play at home. It is no secret to her about cross dressing and gay side experience and needs.
Christians parameter of extra sexual play outside in places and with people has an extent well beyond what anyone really knows other than the explicit side shown with some intentional encounters both physical and in person on line internet sex sites she belongs to.
Christean is the porn actor that he/she always wanted to be getting as many as 15000 hits and one site 40,000. This make the gurly porn actor feel fulfilled and whole as her female porn self.