Turning gay

I had a gay experience as a teen but ignored it most my life, and just dated normal girls, then I got into shemales first it was just porn then dating one occasionally. but overtime I got more into cock, when i watched normal porn i would focus on the cock and the men cumming more than the woman. i started fucking men, At first I thought I wanted to be a top and just fuck bottom bitches, watching them cum was a huge turn on. I became more verse and started to bottom, but I realized a few years ago, that not only do i like watching men cum but having them cum on me or in my mouth, it was a huge turn on. I would suck cock and and drp pre while I did it. Now I'm a cock sucking, bottom fag. I love sucking cock and eating cum. there is nothing better than feeling an alpha male grab my hips as he slams his giant cock in my pussy, I wear panties everyday, ii envy slutty woman. I just want cock in my mouth and feel cum on my face.