Casually craving handcuffs and blowjob

lately. I have been more and more turned on by the idea of being restrained either by rope or handcuffs. The idea of being undressed and left only with my chastity cage on and my hands restrained on my back. Left vulnerable and waiting for a cock to service. I would know at any time the cock would come and demand service from me. If you like to add a bit more spice you can always adda blindfold into the mix also. Add a butt plug, a hood, a collar, a corset or lingerie. Fun is everywhere, you just have to want it, and not be too scared to ask for it. Find a willing, open and ready to serv… Read more

Posted by subijana 1 month ago 5

Going double fun

Dildo and your cock - Fucking my face and having a dildo in my ass. - Fucking my ass while I have a dildo forced in my mouth. - Fucking my ass with your dick and dildo at the same time. Two cocks make a party - Fucking a dick in my slutty ass and being face fucked by the other dick. - Face fucking with two cocks at the same time. - Fucking and having two cocks in my ass. Which one would you choose? Double in any hole will be a big challenge.… Read more

Posted by subijana 3 months ago 2

Swedish fuck words

Getting ass fucked in Swedish Lanai Subijana vill bli knullad i rumpan Make me your cocksucker Du blir munknullad Duktig kuksugerska Connect over the love of anal Älskar Analt Rövknull and with the desire Skulle gärna knulla Waiting for someone to be like Jag knullar dig gärna i röven!… Read more

Posted by subijana 3 months ago 5

Gaming and ass fucked

The playstation challenge: You take my ass and use it for your pleasure. I'm playing a game meanwhile. You pick the game and difficulty. Each time I fail, you add a punishment. You will win regardless. You fuck my ass. You laugh at my fails in the game. You cum. My clitty will be locked up in chastity. My ass will be ready for spanks. My hole will be plugged. I'll be ready for your play.… Read more

Posted by subijana 3 months ago 2

SISSY Boardgame

All credits go to stephanie hole on deviantart https://www.deviantart.com/stephaniehole/art/To-Be-or-To-Sissy-Boardgame-929164381 If you are into the idea of sissfication and being a sissy, then this feels like a good game. You can read the rules on the linked page.… Read more

Posted by subijana 4 months ago

Be the Valentine - getting ready

Around lunch I get a text from my Master "Happy Valentines, Sissy. Great news, I have decided to invite friends for tonight. You will have a full 4 course meal." I rarely get messages where Sissy is written with a capital S, maybe that is part of my valentines gift. Friends is definitely plural, so not just one friend. Normally I'm his private sissy, not one that he shares with others. Last time I was shared his friend was very agressive towards me, clearly I was just a fuck toy for him, no regards for me. He just needed to ram his cock deep and hard, and I was just the hole to receive… Read more

Posted by subijana 4 months ago

Make me Scream

Please fuck me Fuck me like the whore I am Fuck my ass Fuck my mouth I'm your fuck toy Make me your fuck slave Make me regret YES! Cum in me Give me your cum Please fill me I'm a slut for your cock Please I'm so cock horny Give me your big cock Fill my slutty ass Feed me with your cum Fuck me hard Please ruin my ass Make me scream Dominate me You are too big for me Deeper! fuck me deeper I'm your sissy Use me I love your cock… Read more

Posted by subijana 4 months ago

the knock knock

Every time you hear the knock you know a reward is incoming. Imagine the conditioning of this. Knock Knock ?Cum? You reorient towards the next cock. You start sucking Working while waiting. Knock Knock ?Cum? In the future when it just knocks randomly on your door. You will expect a cum reward. Instantly you will be horny for serving cock. The person knocking most likely don't know, but you will feel disappointed when answering the door. Knock Knock Nothing… Read more

Posted by subijana 4 months ago 1

Chastity drives cock hunger

I get surprised every time about how effective chastity is on my mind. When my little clitty is locked up and unable to do much else. Suddenly my cock lust just goes way up. Suddenly any man with a free cock is nice. And my lust and hunger for cocks goes up a lot too. I'm very aware that my clitty is not a cock. But when it is locked away. My only place to play is sucking and fucking my holes. I think that me being locked up reenforces that understanding a lot. It serves as a constant reminder. I know that when I'm locked the only way out is to serve and please. Then my submissive mi… Read more

Posted by subijana 6 months ago

Types of penis piercings

ways to have your dick pierced: - Prince Albert - Reverse Prince Albert - Pubic - Lorum - Frenum - Foreskin - Hafada - Magic Cross - Deep Shaft - Ampallang - Apadravya - Guiche - King's Crown… Read more

Posted by subijana 7 months ago

blindfolded and touch on my lips

undressed. naked. I stand in front of him. nowhere to hide. then he finds the blindfold. the blindfold is my escape. blinded. unable to see. I know he is still close. I can feel he is looking. My body is still on alert. My sight is gone. My body is alarmed. I hear his belt unbuckle. His pants drop. He removes them. His hands on my shoulders I feel the gentle push downwards. I land on my knees. His finger touches my lips I open my mouth. His hand moves to the back of my head pushes me closer to him. I can smell his cock. My lips touches his skin. I plant a light kiss. Before I feel h… Read more

Posted by subijana 8 months ago 1

Lovely cock sucking

red lips what a lovely touch to any cock sucking lips painting the lips is the first step of making the mind ready to serve running over your cock with tongue and lips is the the way to pleasure you dedicating my head to give you pleasure… Read more

Posted by subijana 8 months ago

Okay just being holes

I'm not a dick. in any way. actually I'm just holes Holes to be used Pure entertainment Holes for your pleasure for your dick for your play Just holes for you and your mind your dirty likes your cravings Just two holes… Read more

Posted by subijana 8 months ago

The lazy me

Sometimes it just needs to be fast. So the fastest way to get me into the submissive mode. Give me my pink hood, no need for makeup or anything, suddenly I'm just a pink face with a hole to fuck. You won't see my eyes or anything, just the hole to stick your dick in. Simple and effective. Add the chastity cage, suddenly it's very visible that my clit is taken away from attention. That has to be the minimum set up for a fuck time. Would you fuck a faceless slut? Extra toppings: Collar around my neck, a nice reminder that I'm being controlled by someone else. I… Read more

Posted by subijana 9 months ago 4

Face fucking collection

on the back. head over the edge. Maybe even add a blindfold. Him measuring his dick from my lips and down my neck. He knows that he will fuck me. My mouth is just a wet hole for his cock. The only thing in my head will be his cock. He knows that he will cum in my mouth. He will shoot his seed into my throat. I will have conversations with him He will hear my words But he will know that he can take his dick out any time and demand my mouth on it. regardless my words My mouth is just a hole to fuck for him here are a few videos: [video class="blog-video size-large align-center"]xhWUxOm… Read more

Posted by subijana 10 months ago

I added some highlights from my profile with video

You can watch 3 takeaway from my profile with these 3 videos: There is something magical about Ella. Getting fucked in my sissy hole while wearing a chastity cage. Very hot. Being restrained and used for others pleasure is also a big part of my sissy mindset. I hope you enjoy these inspirations.… Read more

Posted by subijana 10 months ago

inspiration for a goddess

My goddess has one rule and one rule only: Her pussy and her pussy only I’m her slave, her property She owns me completely. She uses me as she likes, my job is to honor her with my submission. Whatever I do is to honor her, she knows this. I accept that my cock is no longer mine and that she has locked it away. I accept that she has feminised me. 
 I accept that she turned me into her slut and a pleasure tool for other cocks. She uses me as she desires. She controls me. Her will is my fate. this is inspirational. for any goddesses… Read more

Posted by subijana 10 months ago

Yoga and Anal

I started practicing yoga again. I feel like a lot of the positions are very vulnerable or inviting for anal or other usage. It's making ordinary yoga feel like hot yoga without the sweat. I haven't tried it while plugged yet, I assume it will only further the sensation. I'm getting turned on by doing yoga, while thinking about how I would be fucked. Maybe a good thing that I don't do yoga classes and only practice in my own studio. Silly sissy life stuff.… Read more

Posted by subijana 11 months ago

Not feeling very manly

When I feel my little clitty without a cage on it, it is evident that it is not a cock. When my clitty is locked in the cage, it is exciting to feel the restrains on hard clitty from the cage. But equally is a keen reminder that even the small cage is too much space when my clitty is soft. In my mind my clit is not the thing to use for pleasure. But that gives me other ways to focus on pleasure. I'm left with my mouth and ass. Oral and Anal. Maybe I can please with my hands. It changes the mentality a lot to come this conclusion. Now I'm a pleaser. My previous pleasure point is of no us… Read more

Posted by subijana 1 year ago 1

I do you. You do your thing.

Want to watch football? That's cool. Want to be gaming? not a problem. Want your dick sucked? sure. All the tings at the same time If you want then yes… Read more

Posted by subijana 1 year ago 4