Yesterday I was in public, something I don't do a lot and I was talking to a young guy around 40 years younger than I. We were joking around -- he was laughing at my jokes (which was enticing). What happened and often happens to me, my fantasy didn't take over until I was driving home. I was thinking.. wonder if that young man was interested in this old man. And through a distilling process, I realized a desire.. for someone to really desire me. To flirt with me and want me. That is, I can masturbate to porn, but what gets me really hot is the thought that a guy might actually want me...… Read more
