Hello fellow Xhamsters

This is second entry and there really isn't anything new to say lol! I am getting more into social networking, actual socializing vs adult-type networking, and my opinion is changing. I didn't think I would enjoy it at all, but thinking there is something worth persuing. I have been more active with my camera phone, which is fun and I find a bit pervy, which didn't think I would get turned onto it the way I am. Feels pretty nasty/raunchy posing and looking at the photos, which is instant gratification! And of course for every 4-5 photos I think are good enough to keep, I also am deleting probably at least 10 lol!
Erotic stories have been a real turn-on for me since the age of 6 up. Iv'e enjoyed reading stories for 30+ yrs and I still have my best m,asturbation witrh this form of pornography. LUV IT! Well, I have been considering trying to write some things from my past, but feeling chicken-shit and don't want to be a huge dissappointment to myself. I can have real good pervert stories in my mind and be able to get off hard good with them, I just question my ability to transfer onto text form that would be intelligible, interesting, and anyone else's worth=while? So, yea, that makes me a chicken-shit lol.
Anyone else have similar experience with decideing whether or not to contribute your own stories, maybe respond with some encouragement or point out what you have submitted and maybe I can get some nerve -up going! Appreciate your time, Happy Jacking!