Need to suck

I’m a total newbie- never sucked or been sucked- sheltered life! But now it’s in my head it’s driving me wild. I live in the country and am the only person under 70 let alone trans so it’s really hard to meet . I keep going on websites to meet but I always get distracted/excited and never get to meet anyone. I’d love to meet an experienced tv who could keep me going for as long as possible and dominate me

Gaynor