Rant #7: My Own Type of Transgenderism

As it obviously comes up a lot, I have to explain my transgenderism to people because ā€˜Transgenderā€™ isnā€™t quite enough annoyingly. Even MtF isnā€™t really enough. Its fine, sex is complicated, so Iā€™m going to best explain mine.

I am a part-time transgirl due to my bipolar gender dysphoria.

I should explain Iā€™ve not officially be diagnosed with anything. Iā€™m closeted like that. But I get frustrated with my body and begin hating it, wishing I had a female figure and body parts. This is called gender dysphoria, in case you donā€™t know. But I only feel that way part of the time. The rest, I like have a male parts, growing a beard and wearing suits. Thatā€™s where the bipolar part comes in. Itā€™s a term Iā€™ve completely made up. Just like how people with bipolar depression are depressed some of the time, I feel like Iā€™m truly a girl only some of the time.

As a result, Iā€™m only a transgirl on occasion. I donā€™t often get times to dress up, as Iā€™m still in the closet. Iā€™m also not seeking mediation, surgery or anything to make my femininity permanent. As you can tell, thatā€™s a commitment Iā€™m not really willing to take.

I hope this explains it all. Let me know what you think of it, I imagine it can be quite decisive.
Published by Jane_bae36456
6 years ago
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nemodatfa
nemodatfa 2 years ago
Amazing and beautiful self awareness - be yourself and thank you for sharing. I wish you peace with your self and happiness
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LuciaNocturne
LuciaNocturne 6 years ago
This already exists!! You're just genderfluid :3
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