Why?

Why is it so hard to let go of something that was so perfect & letting go of someone who you thought was the one who had meant the whole world to you someone who you thought you were going to spend the rest of your life with & feeling that without that someone your nothing. I feel that I have lost my puddin for good that she's never coming back & no longer loves me I am once again alone, broken hearted, hurt & feel like dying like a dead rose, why is it that love doesn't work out for me why can't I have happiness like everybody else? I don't know what to do