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Okay so I do perhaps write and comment and opine a little eccentrically to some people - well specifically most folk think I'm on crack, or want to give me one. Fair enough. I've been scolded, accused, banned from groups, sites, mocked, blocked, shunned and ignored. And I remain touched at people's pathos and consistent support and contributions to my misanthrope.
But today I'm undone, I received a comment on another site so poetic, so deeply bespoke and thoughtful it felt like the touch of God. And from a bearded, late-in-life, self-pitying sexual sloth, who I have never met, interacted with nor any of his family, spouses nor friends, real and imaginary. His opening salvo touched like a drunk uncle recently released from a long incarceration, the words as rhythmic and generous as 4 year old might publish a tweet unsupervised:
"ostentatious twat"
No pronoun, he stripped me of my identity.
Vagina reference's, pigeon English, it's all about bird's yet he menace's me with his powerful masculinity, dwarfing my resolve with his sexual-puppet-mastery.
A comment pregnant with scorn and encyclopaedic vocabulary of a literary master, tearing into my mediocrity by piling his intellect and education onto his gigantic physical virility, a riot of accomplishment and cartoonish prowess, bullying me into the dark, ominous alley of my self-hatred....tearing me down so he might mock me as his words inexorably draw me back into a Love I have not the capacity to survive, simply a shell now, a receptacle and ever-capacious catch-all for humiliation, a crypt for hope.
So anyway I thought if he saw I was having hot fun on cam with a sexy girl that would give me confidence to stand up to him, and also teach that Meanie (Thanks my Muse) lesson - any takers? Which if you sexy, hot lol naughty laydees wants to not only have the NITE OF HER LIFE but also generate karma by doing a good thing.
Lol
Mwah.
See? Now you try.
And honestly I just cannot face going on Cam any more, Mitchell was SO pissed at me last time sheesh.
PS: does anyone else think it's fucking pretentious to call someone ostentatious?
PPS: the lunacy above aside I actually agree with him, which I commented back. He's so worked up now. I haven't told him yet that his unpleasantness (directly opposite to how he describes himself in his fawning profile) he did, and continues, to comment in the public forum, not PM. As much as I so, so want to mention that, one of the slightly more mouthy girls there is going to run out of patience and say things. They are not going to be pleasant and supportive things.
So any way lol HMU for some hot fun lovieeeeees mwah mwah
But today I'm undone, I received a comment on another site so poetic, so deeply bespoke and thoughtful it felt like the touch of God. And from a bearded, late-in-life, self-pitying sexual sloth, who I have never met, interacted with nor any of his family, spouses nor friends, real and imaginary. His opening salvo touched like a drunk uncle recently released from a long incarceration, the words as rhythmic and generous as 4 year old might publish a tweet unsupervised:
"ostentatious twat"
No pronoun, he stripped me of my identity.
Vagina reference's, pigeon English, it's all about bird's yet he menace's me with his powerful masculinity, dwarfing my resolve with his sexual-puppet-mastery.
A comment pregnant with scorn and encyclopaedic vocabulary of a literary master, tearing into my mediocrity by piling his intellect and education onto his gigantic physical virility, a riot of accomplishment and cartoonish prowess, bullying me into the dark, ominous alley of my self-hatred....tearing me down so he might mock me as his words inexorably draw me back into a Love I have not the capacity to survive, simply a shell now, a receptacle and ever-capacious catch-all for humiliation, a crypt for hope.
So anyway I thought if he saw I was having hot fun on cam with a sexy girl that would give me confidence to stand up to him, and also teach that Meanie (Thanks my Muse) lesson - any takers? Which if you sexy, hot lol naughty laydees wants to not only have the NITE OF HER LIFE but also generate karma by doing a good thing.
Lol
Mwah.
See? Now you try.
And honestly I just cannot face going on Cam any more, Mitchell was SO pissed at me last time sheesh.
PS: does anyone else think it's fucking pretentious to call someone ostentatious?
PPS: the lunacy above aside I actually agree with him, which I commented back. He's so worked up now. I haven't told him yet that his unpleasantness (directly opposite to how he describes himself in his fawning profile) he did, and continues, to comment in the public forum, not PM. As much as I so, so want to mention that, one of the slightly more mouthy girls there is going to run out of patience and say things. They are not going to be pleasant and supportive things.
So any way lol HMU for some hot fun lovieeeeees mwah mwah
8 years ago