Halloween night
So I already told u I was stood up on Halloween that I was late cuz I'd been waiting on him and I missed the costume contest but I went out anyway and I did have fun while I was even if I was only out for just over 2 hours and I spent more than that waiting on gambit :-\
Anyway once I got there I never once sat down I spent most of my time dancing and mingling everyone loved my costume I even had one girl that danced with me several times and even stuck her face in my tits I liked that I had a few guys hitting on me I told some of them I'd been stood they all said he was a fool one of the guys that had been hitting on me told me he was sorry that had happens and I told him that really he wasn't sorry at all and he agreed he was glad he had the chance to talk to me
One of the guys that had been hitting on me well kinda he started hitting on me after I approached him and was flirting with him I don't think he would ever have just come up and hit on me and I could tell I made him nervous physically I was out of his league he was an average looking kinda nerd boy dressed as Harry Potter
I like sweet nerd boys I'm a nerd girl and I wanted someone to make me feel better about being stood up so as he started to slip away I went after him we were kind of alone on the stairs when I got a little to close I was in his space and like I said I made him nervous he even apologized for it and told me how gorgeous he thought I was and I kissed him cuz I didn't think he would ever be brave enough to kiss me and as kisses go it was that bad it was really more of a slow ish peck kiss then anything nothing amazing kinda disappointing tbh but anyway so after that he started going down the stairs again and I followed him as he continued down halls and around dark corners we ended up in small room idk even know what it was I wasn't paying attention we kissed a bit more but not that much and nothing deep as kisses go it was kinda disappointing to tell the truth and then he pulled Hus dick out and I don't remember exactly what I said but it something like that wasn't what I had followed him down here for and typical men before I just walked out of the room and went back up stair with everyone else
I thought he would be the sweet nerd boy that would make me feel better and maybe have some quick chased kisses but no I can't kiss a guy with out him pulling his cock out I'm really starting to lose faith in men
Anyway once I got there I never once sat down I spent most of my time dancing and mingling everyone loved my costume I even had one girl that danced with me several times and even stuck her face in my tits I liked that I had a few guys hitting on me I told some of them I'd been stood they all said he was a fool one of the guys that had been hitting on me told me he was sorry that had happens and I told him that really he wasn't sorry at all and he agreed he was glad he had the chance to talk to me
One of the guys that had been hitting on me well kinda he started hitting on me after I approached him and was flirting with him I don't think he would ever have just come up and hit on me and I could tell I made him nervous physically I was out of his league he was an average looking kinda nerd boy dressed as Harry Potter
I like sweet nerd boys I'm a nerd girl and I wanted someone to make me feel better about being stood up so as he started to slip away I went after him we were kind of alone on the stairs when I got a little to close I was in his space and like I said I made him nervous he even apologized for it and told me how gorgeous he thought I was and I kissed him cuz I didn't think he would ever be brave enough to kiss me and as kisses go it was that bad it was really more of a slow ish peck kiss then anything nothing amazing kinda disappointing tbh but anyway so after that he started going down the stairs again and I followed him as he continued down halls and around dark corners we ended up in small room idk even know what it was I wasn't paying attention we kissed a bit more but not that much and nothing deep as kisses go it was kinda disappointing to tell the truth and then he pulled Hus dick out and I don't remember exactly what I said but it something like that wasn't what I had followed him down here for and typical men before I just walked out of the room and went back up stair with everyone else
I thought he would be the sweet nerd boy that would make me feel better and maybe have some quick chased kisses but no I can't kiss a guy with out him pulling his cock out I'm really starting to lose faith in men
9 years ago
You have to stop letting other people dictate your emotions. You have gotten addicted to attention and every time there is a drop in the phenomenal amount of it you get (because you are super gorgeous), it triggers you to start worrying.
People get stood up all the time. That is a reflection of the person that didn't show up, not the person who did. You need some contemplating time.
I have a sense that there is something in your past that is causing a strange never ending anxiety that you try and cover up with powerful primal stimuli. It may work, but it is just symptom relief. Only you can cure it. If you want to open up and talk, pm me.
Sermon over. Let the Hate rain down on me.