Mixed feelings

OK so I have some seriously mixed feelings first off will came over the other night he needed my help with his costume and we had a great time we always do nothing physical happened but we did model some different stuff we r both really into cosplaying and Halloween and we r planing on do so again together even coordinating outfits and taking pictures and stuff He got to c me is some sexy stuff that I know got to him I could c it in the way he looked at me he wasn't trying to hide it we did use to sleep together but like I said we didn't do anything physical and I was OK with that I really was

But over the past few months he has been well he started dating the first girl who he was all in love with and she dumped him for the guy he thinks she cheated on him with then he started dateing a new girl while still obsessing over the old girl and I thought he had gotten back with the first girl cuz second girl had the same first name then he told me he was going to dump second girl and now is with this new girl who he hasn't told me anything about yet but he had been keeping me informed of the first two and was in between girls number 2 and 3 when he was over the other night

And I shouldn't care..... but I do