That hurt
OK so I've been hanging out with will a decent amount recently we haven't been doing anything sexual he hasn't stayed the night since the last blog post but the last time he did stay over he slept in bed with me and we didn't do anything
So nothing sexual is going on but I still like him even if I'm not trying to hook up with him and I probably would try if he wasn't so hung up on his x gf .... the one that may have cheated on him and then dumped him for the guy she may have cheated on him with
But I've been nice and I've been there for him even just as a friend even though he can be a dick at times like...
We had plans for sat night but he didn't make it he did call and ask if we could postpone till the next day and I was fine with that but then I got a call from him sun night and it went like this
Me- hey
Him- I'm not coming over tonight
Me- why?
Him- cuz I don't want to
Me- ...ouch
(And I'm thinking wow that really hurts why would u say something so mean to me)
Him- I'm just fucking with u I'm at the door come let me in
Is just me or was that a dick move even if he didn't mean it
Oh yeah and I think he just got back with his ex the ex that just dumped him and I know I was just trying to be his friend and nothing physical has been going on but still I'm really hurt by that even if I shouldn't be
So nothing sexual is going on but I still like him even if I'm not trying to hook up with him and I probably would try if he wasn't so hung up on his x gf .... the one that may have cheated on him and then dumped him for the guy she may have cheated on him with
But I've been nice and I've been there for him even just as a friend even though he can be a dick at times like...
We had plans for sat night but he didn't make it he did call and ask if we could postpone till the next day and I was fine with that but then I got a call from him sun night and it went like this
Me- hey
Him- I'm not coming over tonight
Me- why?
Him- cuz I don't want to
Me- ...ouch
(And I'm thinking wow that really hurts why would u say something so mean to me)
Him- I'm just fucking with u I'm at the door come let me in
Is just me or was that a dick move even if he didn't mean it
Oh yeah and I think he just got back with his ex the ex that just dumped him and I know I was just trying to be his friend and nothing physical has been going on but still I'm really hurt by that even if I shouldn't be
9 years ago
Hooked to someone who humilliates him and uncapable to leave her?
Well...
You probably do not need to be conforted, but to be treated that way... but by someone else, a different kind of man, tough and virile, dominating, attractive... But at the same time, the one who loves you.
That way, pain has a full meaning... and a reward.
Not a mirror of yourself, but your master.
Someone superior, in real life and in fantasyland as well.
A paraphrasis of a famous motto, would help to make clear what I think: "No humilliation, without real MUTUAL possesion!"
I hope you find the one. You deserve that.
In the meantime, I pervertedly kiss your generous and lusty bossom, torturing your nippies.