We talked

Ok so the new guy and I talked again today I told him that I may go out tomorrow night and asked if I'd get to c him if I did... :-\
Well he said that he didn't know and had a very good reason he also said that he didn't want to tell me he would and then it not happen cuz he didn't want to go back on something after he had said it

I can appreciate that even if it is a little disappointed and he does have a good reason

So I guess everything is OK I mean we r talking and thats nice it is but I just kind feel like I'm expecting it to go wrong like I can't except that it could.... i don't even know what it could be... that it could just be nice or it could work or I could be more than a plaything to someone

But like I said I'm just waiting for it to go wrong and me find out just how little I mean to him :-\

When/ if it comes to that I'll move on there is always someone else waiting to have me but they never want to keep me

Published by Zedoary

9 years ago

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LickerLicense 9 years ago

Talk to me.

ivanbull962 9 years ago

Ive been in the same place as you. Not sure if I'm expecting too much, or expecting it to go wrong because that's all that seems to happen. In all honesty, Im carrying on with the thought that somebody will want me and keep me. Until then, it's a journey for me to learn what I want from "her" and what I can give/promise "her" Stay strong, darling

enuf talkin, time to cum

Zedoary Publisher 9 years ago

Not always true I've had girls break my heart before

Car97 9 years ago

Man these posts kill me you are a wonderful person I am lucky to be able to talk to you. You have been hurt by to many people but there really are good people out there hang I there you are amazing I every scense of the word. Hang in there go with the flow.