Prolonged chastity & denial.....3 sleeps to go
Actually, though I have titled this update as 3 sleeps to go, that is of course until I enter full restraint/chastity. It's actually 4 sleeps until I finally get the relief/release that I am starting to crave so badly, and which is never far from my thoughts the closer the moment comes!!
Whilst on the subject of restraint/chastity, I found myself alone in the office last evening after everyone had gone, so had the chance for some 'quality' time with myself. So I decided to try the chastity device for size.....I have worn it before as you've seen, though not for a while, and certainly not after such a prolonged period of denial.
Net result was that even the larger ring had no intention of circling me, and so the smaller ring, which is my intended restraint, would stand no chance.......even though I tried to keep my arousal under control, which wasn't difficult considering how hard I was concentrating, there was no way I could force my balls low enough to allow 'lock on'. I actually left the office quite depressed, but during a long soak in the bath later, I realised that immersion in hot water caused them to drop on their own......they were hanging like lead weights when I finally got out, and by using my thumb and forefinger as a gauge, I know there won't be an issue, I shall just have to aid installation by having a bath as hot as I can stand it on Friday morning!!
Meantime, that woman was back in the local Morrisons when I nipped there for a sandwich at lunchtime. I could clearly see she was wearing a pink and white polka-dot bra, and I am sure she caught me staring.....certainly the smile she gave me appeared to be a knowing one!!
My sessions of arousal and denial are continuing, and whilst I don't think I need much external stimulus, I am making sure I remain aroused as constantly as possible!! Thanks go (again) to Sienna......just watched her Monday Fun video (twice!!) and that certainly did the trick!!
Whilst on the subject of restraint/chastity, I found myself alone in the office last evening after everyone had gone, so had the chance for some 'quality' time with myself. So I decided to try the chastity device for size.....I have worn it before as you've seen, though not for a while, and certainly not after such a prolonged period of denial.
Net result was that even the larger ring had no intention of circling me, and so the smaller ring, which is my intended restraint, would stand no chance.......even though I tried to keep my arousal under control, which wasn't difficult considering how hard I was concentrating, there was no way I could force my balls low enough to allow 'lock on'. I actually left the office quite depressed, but during a long soak in the bath later, I realised that immersion in hot water caused them to drop on their own......they were hanging like lead weights when I finally got out, and by using my thumb and forefinger as a gauge, I know there won't be an issue, I shall just have to aid installation by having a bath as hot as I can stand it on Friday morning!!
Meantime, that woman was back in the local Morrisons when I nipped there for a sandwich at lunchtime. I could clearly see she was wearing a pink and white polka-dot bra, and I am sure she caught me staring.....certainly the smile she gave me appeared to be a knowing one!!
My sessions of arousal and denial are continuing, and whilst I don't think I need much external stimulus, I am making sure I remain aroused as constantly as possible!! Thanks go (again) to Sienna......just watched her Monday Fun video (twice!!) and that certainly did the trick!!
9 years ago