Prolonged chastity & denial.....the final week
So, the final week has started, and as of Friday (night) last week, it was a full 5 weeks that I have now denied myself relief, whilst gradually building up my levels of arousal, until they're now almost at a constant state of high excitement.
Even as I type this post I am hiding a magnificent erection.......even if I do say so myself!!.....under the desk, and find myself almost constantly leaking pre-cum. Since Friday, and the countdown started properly, I find myself constantly thinking first about going in to proper chastity from Friday, so that even if I wanted to I won't be able to give in to my cravings, and of course Saturday evening, when finally I will allow myself, though not of course there's been a whole lot more teasing and arousal between now and then, which will become just about constant, once I am in formal chastity.
All types of sensory input have, and will be used. My hamster friends of course are an admiral source of input, but also other sites on the interweb as well as an assortment of reading material.....last night it was a selection of erotic novelettes written by Arthur Mitchell on the subject of Lactation, Breeding Fantasies etc, another new departure for me, but none the less arousing, and after an hours reading, (very) gentle teasing on my part, I once again struggled to get to sleep whilst struggling to ignore a raging hard on, that was leaking copiously, and balls that were both heavy and aching.
Meanwhile, the most innocent of stimulus in my day to day routine is having remarkable effects on me. I love mature shapely ladies, and where ever I see them I find myself fantasising instantly about what they're wearing, what it would be like to get them undressed, and what I'd like to do. Breasts seem to come at me from every angle and my mind is a whirl of erotic thoughts and input.
Something tells me that although this is going to be a short week for me at work, it's also going to be one of the longest weeks of my life!!
Even as I type this post I am hiding a magnificent erection.......even if I do say so myself!!.....under the desk, and find myself almost constantly leaking pre-cum. Since Friday, and the countdown started properly, I find myself constantly thinking first about going in to proper chastity from Friday, so that even if I wanted to I won't be able to give in to my cravings, and of course Saturday evening, when finally I will allow myself, though not of course there's been a whole lot more teasing and arousal between now and then, which will become just about constant, once I am in formal chastity.
All types of sensory input have, and will be used. My hamster friends of course are an admiral source of input, but also other sites on the interweb as well as an assortment of reading material.....last night it was a selection of erotic novelettes written by Arthur Mitchell on the subject of Lactation, Breeding Fantasies etc, another new departure for me, but none the less arousing, and after an hours reading, (very) gentle teasing on my part, I once again struggled to get to sleep whilst struggling to ignore a raging hard on, that was leaking copiously, and balls that were both heavy and aching.
Meanwhile, the most innocent of stimulus in my day to day routine is having remarkable effects on me. I love mature shapely ladies, and where ever I see them I find myself fantasising instantly about what they're wearing, what it would be like to get them undressed, and what I'd like to do. Breasts seem to come at me from every angle and my mind is a whirl of erotic thoughts and input.
Something tells me that although this is going to be a short week for me at work, it's also going to be one of the longest weeks of my life!!
9 years ago