Will i ever

Im ur average every day guy but ive always
had a craving for sex i jackoff
And its not good enough i still want more why idk
But not just anyone off the streets i want someones
Wife i have a dirty fantasy of pleasing her cuz u cant
I want to be her dirty secret i wanna fuck her while
Your at work i wanna be her sex toy i wanna do things
U never have n pretend shes my wife is that so wrong
Will i ever get a woman whose married like in da
Porn videos how do i even ask where do i start every
Time i see a beautiful ring on that finger i just want to
Fuck the shit out of them so i have this urge how do
I get it