Just want to chat

Hello, I am matt. I work and I am married, I am looking for someone to talk to, I have posted many times before, the truth is I am lonely and I am trying to make sense of life. This is proving rather difficult.

I live for the simple things: a good book, a laugh, a new addiction to feed my addled brain (metaphorically speaking as I don't do d**gs which is a difficult choice for my kind of personality), I find social situations difficult as I over analyse every reaction; if I had a pound for every suspicious action I would be rich.

I am a slave to my labido, women are my kryptonite. The opposite sex have complete control over me if you are a woman all it would take was the promise of "attention" and I would bend over backwards for you. I am infatuated with five women in my life inc. mother in law and sister in law My life is lived in a fantasy world and if it was to become reality I think I would crumble