3 Years ago today

It was 3 years ago today, New years Eve day, that I was all a flutter about going with my boy friend to a big New years Eve Ball at the Hyatt. I was just 21, an adult now, and I bought a new sexy little dress, lingerie, had my hair and nails done, everything. We had been dating for over a year by this time and the sex was awesome. He picked me up and I felt like a queen walking into the ballroom.

It was just an hour or so when my world came crashing down. He also made sure his new future love was going to be there so they could bring in the new year together. He actually introduced me to her earlier in the evening. She was older than me - his age - 24. Taller than me and wore a glittery short dress which showed off her legs nicely. I started to feel like I should now be sitting at the k**s table if you know what I mean. They talked, they shared a slow dance together. No big thing I thought. I went to the ladies room and when I came out I saw them share a quick kiss. He saw me looking at them. He didn't say a word ... he didn't have to. I let him off easy.

I left without saying a word and caught a bus home. After years of taking public transportation around the city I knew many of the bus drivers. I got on the bus and he recognized me right away. I was the only person on the bus. "where to Miss Noelle", he said. "home" and then I broke down crying. I cried my eyes out. He knew I just wanted to cry. When it came to my stop I didn't get off. It was 2 more trips around the circuit until I had enough nerve to get off and walk home ... alone ... before midnight.
Published by xmasgirl
10 years ago
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twolookingforfn2
twolookingforfn2 8 months ago
poor girl 
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SancheZ069
SancheZ069 2 years ago
Glad you ended up happy 
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MelR1985
MelR1985 3 years ago
to xmasgirl : I am so glad it had a happy ending
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xmasgirl
xmasgirl Publisher 3 years ago
to MelR1985 : It turned out something fabulous though. I took 6 months to just be myself. And I connected with a GF I had known sine I was 15. We became best friends and lovers. 
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MelR1985
MelR1985 3 years ago
That's horrible. How utterly cruel
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Gonzoman241
Gonzoman241 5 years ago
You are better off now!
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Stiltskins 5 years ago
I don't know why but that was an intriguing story 
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kayc1996
kayc1996 6 years ago
Ouch.  *hugs*   It hurts my heart to hear things like this.  Water under the bridge at this point, but still ...
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JoeyB
JoeyB 7 years ago
to xmasgirl : treck fan here too
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xmasgirl
xmasgirl Publisher 7 years ago
to JoeyB : That was a long long time ago in a galaxy far far away
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JoeyB
JoeyB 7 years ago
what a fucker ... hope you have someone special to ring in 2018 with N! xo
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prime-frank 7 years ago
Life is so fucking hard, play the lottery, use your feminine persuasion to find a guy who will love you !!
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JoeyB
JoeyB 8 years ago
omg im so sorry
the type of story that gives all of us a bad rap
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Ecuaricancck84
Ecuaricancck84 8 years ago
to xmasgirl : That is great to hear
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samanthjonescd
samanthjonescd 8 years ago
Awwww, im glad its been 4 years! i hope the pain has subsided!
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xmasgirl
xmasgirl Publisher 9 years ago
to margiehank : Hi ... thank you for the kind comments. I am better off ... way better off. A lot has happened in the last almost 4 years ago now.
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margiehank
margiehank 9 years ago
A sad story, it sounds like you are better off but it sure was the wrong way for him to do that to you on New Years Eve. I am sure you are better off and he is not. I know sometimes a relationship has to end but he did it in totally the wrong way, he is not a man. From the way you write it is obvious he did not see your inner beauty as well as your outer beauty....
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captJack33
captJack33 9 years ago
He didn't deserve you
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cypher787 10 years ago
ok gotcha
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xmasgirl
xmasgirl Publisher 10 years ago
to cypher787 : Although I knew her and were friends we weren't going to hook up that way for another 6 months. During my time alone I buried myself in work. That doesn't mean I didn't have sex ... I masturbated A LOT! Which is when I realized I mostly masturbated to thoughts of being with other girls.
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cypher787 10 years ago
a depressing story definitely am i terrible for expecting this story to turn into you meeting your current gf and having hot sex with her instead?
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sebestian13
So many here would want to treat you right ... it sure looks like you have rebounded and become an even better person. Kudos for leaving him and finding the way to satisfy your needs and desires.
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