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I still lie to my mother and my father. I cannot tell them I am lesbian. I am not ashamed because my girl and I have a true and beautiful love together but they are from a different time and would not understand. The only ones in my family who know are my lovely sister who is three years older and looks after me always, also my aunt but she guessed one afternoon when she saw me and my girl in the town square (she is very clever or she knows the signs, I have never asked). I wish I could be honest with everyone but they would say I am just a k** and too young to be sure of my love yet. I am sure.

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11 years ago

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sexy_siren Publisher 9 years ago

to bigharv69 : I have been to the home of my parents, for the wedding of my sister, and my girl was there also. I said she was my very good friend and we could share a bed. Did they imagine? I think they did.

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sexy_siren Publisher 11 years ago

to bigharv69 : I have some hope because the new Pope does seem more modern, and my mother and father follow the church very much. I will tell them one day I am sure. I am glad you love your daughter so much.

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bigharv69 11 years ago

Don't be afraid of who you are. You didn't choose to be gay. It's who you are. You need to love you. I have a saying... The beauty of a woman, must be seen thru her own eyes. I'm a father of a young girl. I love my daughter more than anything. She's 13 and doesn't like boys all that much. She thinks they a bunch of idiots. For the most part she's right. I love my daughter more than her sexual preference. If she told me she was gay, honestly, I would fine with it. I'm not your parent and I have no idea what they are like or how they would take the news. If you were my daughter, I would love you no matter what. Followed with a huge hug. I would hope your parents would think and respond the same way. I wouldn't expect them to take it positively at first but in time I would hope they would accept it. You tell them when you are ready. You'll know when that time is.

sexy_siren Publisher 11 years ago

to hickser : Yes, you fall to love with a person, and not a pussy or cock. It is their soul.

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sexy_siren Publisher 11 years ago

It is easier for my girl. Her mom and dad let us sleep in the same bedroom. Her dad may not guess I think, but I am sure her mom knows and does not care as long as we are happy. We never use the other bed!

tomcat59 11 years ago

I think mitchr55 is giving you some pretty sound suggestions. I have been on this earth over three times the number years that you have. I remember the fire of youth and the desire to feel and do and make mistakes. I would simply say..seek the advice and counsel of other women; lesbians....there are a few on this site that would be happy to help you.

hickser 11 years ago

English is not my first language, so please excuse my probably bad english.
Its not my job to give advices and it isn´t yours to follow them neither. But i´d like to give something to think about.
Keeping a secret is hard work for everyone involved. It takes energies which might be needed for living your life and loving your love.
I dont like to be put in a box. So why should i put myself into one by calling myself bi, gay, straight or whatever. I have sex with someone. We make eachother horny or we love eachother or both and thats it. The fact of love is, for me at least, much more important than the gender involved.
all the best

sexy_siren Publisher 11 years ago

Thank you for your lovely comment.

My mother and father are very into their church and they many love me but I know they would not like the idea of me with a girl. When I am older maybe I will say this to them. Not now. It is my shame, not to be lesbian but not to tell my mother and father.