First official Date as Meghan

I woke up that morning and went to get ready just like every other day, the boi inside of me was the ruler at the moment and turned on my music as i took a shower. When i was getting dressed i remembered i had set a dating profile somewhere on the internets ;) and i had a few emails back from some sexy guys but i had never done anything of the sort. I had gone on Craigslist play arounds but never anything as serious as a real date. It was kind of weird since i was the guy and that was my job, to invite and be courteous maybe flirt and wait for the flirt back. Instead i was the girl being flirted w/ and the one being asked out, a different position to be in but a nice one at that.

Honestly i was being a little bit curious and you know that inside voice that feels the taboo of the whole thing and it tells you to keep going, well that voice said to continue. I checked my email to find this really attractive guy, he seemed the type of man i liked and that sounds weird because i have slept with men already but i have never gone out w/ one and it was a first for me. I fully believe i have female hormones inside of me because not even my body is girly shaped but my personality and even my mind is too. I sent him an email back and went to work. When i got home i saw he wrote back he wanted to know if i could go out to eat w/ him. This was Meghan territory 100% where the boi me couldn't even set foot. I decided it was time to go out not only from my car to the house but to an actual place. I took a shower and got ready, not slutty this time i chose a sundress and although it was far from sunny in fact it was negative numbers it was still a lovely dress that matched my stockings and my 6" heels one of my sweet sweet friends bought for me here. I got ready and looked at the mirror and there she was, Meghan was ready for her date and aside for my special present between my legs i was ready to meet him. I got his address and met there. My hair was done, my make up was perfect and my outfit was fully that of a full fledged female ( i believe every single day that passes by she is taking more and more of my mind too) I parked my car and got in his car. He looked at me and said "wow you are wow" i immediately got extremely shy and blushed and as much as i try to avoid it i had to tell him i was a boi from the email because i didn't want to do the trap thing. he told me if i didn't say anything he would have had a surprise later on. I laughed and told him who told him he was gonna get that lucky. he just laughed and told me i looked gorgeous and we drove off.

It was so odd being in the passenger side of that car, being the girl, not driving but being driven and talked to, it was odd but not in a bad way, it felt very right actually. I even had my toes painted lol. we arrived at the restaurant and i told him i hate fancy places so we went to the red lobster and ate some amazing food for sure. Going in was insane because for some of you guys i pass but inside of me i know that is inside lol. but i was being me all along and incredibly blending in was just great. I held his arm and we walked in like any couple and just like any couple we were sat. I watched the waitresses eyes the entire time because i wanted to see who thought what you know? no reactions was a good thing lol. I we ordered food and we kept conversation, his name doesnt matter right now but as we talked i watched how well dressed he was, incredibly attracted to this man but i couldn't be, Meghan was. Funny part is there was no fight inside of my head, she ruled it was her night and her body as a loaner. i felt like that father that lets the teenager borrow his car and just goes "don't crash it, thats all I'm saying " well thats what i felt like i told meghan. I still liked the women at the place but my eyes were on him, his cologne was intoxicating because it wasn't overpowering but rather sweet and faint. He was a bit taller than me, by about 5 or 6 inches and broader body build. Muscular and very very built, rugged look with a slight beard but very very very short. He held my hand the whole time we talked and it was actually nice.

We finished eating and went to his house to talk, i already knew we weren't gonna talk lol. we sat down and he sat comfortably and just turned on the TV. incredibly comfortable couch i told him because it really was no lie. He talked about something about the game that was on tv but i honestly didn't care for it much. I might have been an easy date but i didn't care about that either. I was treated like a lady and had gone out as a full blood lady and that was all that mattered in that very quick second. My hormones had shot up all the way to my head and my body warmed up, not tense but just warm i could feel it build up inside my stomach like butterflies in eagerness. I just turned to him and grabbed his manly face and kissed him. i couldn't believe what i was doing but i had no control, meghan was driving. So she did what i thought she would, i spread my legs and sat on top of him w/ my dress on still but it was very loose on the bottom end so it flowed. I straddle him and just kissed him non stop for a few minutes without a stop. His hands made their way from my waist to under my dress in record time and just like that i felt what felt like a water bottle in between this guys legs omg. I didn't wanna say anything but instead got more turned on and with each second that passed by i kept kissing him more and more and he did back too. Next thing i know i was laying down on the couch and he was on top he had taken off my bra and my dress was pushed down and up meeting in the middle of my body. He had no shirt on and i just felt like he was in full control. "good" i thought to myself, i had handed control to meghan and now to him. He was everywhere on me, kissing my neck my lips my entire body felt like he kept kissing my belly button. suddenly he pulled down my panties and i felt just nude i didn't know what to do in that second just watch him shirtless with his jeans still on and i was there laying down with a dress hiked up my hair all over the place. stockings still on w/ high heels still on and nude to him. he looked at me and went back to kissing me with passion in his eyes and his breath. I was being engulfed by his kisses and i laid there with a knot in my stomach. i was his for that moment and i wanted that so bad. He just didn't wait and picked me up and took me to his bedroom.

From there it was all an emotional and physical blur. he took off his pants and it was just beautiful. I gave him head for a whileeeee mainly because i was kind of addicted to it, just so clean so well shaved so big and omg so perfect. He put on a condom and went to work, it didn't take longer than 5 minutes for me to feel the first wave of orgasm i just wanted him to keep doing it, he was hitting that perfect spot and i couldn't like it more. We played for a good half hour and then he hit my prostate and kept fucking me so hard i just didn't even hold back but came all over his bed sheets. it was that type of explosion you can't control but it was spurting everywhere as i was riding him. his chest, his sheets, his floor, and i guess this got him excited but he came too it was amazing. condom and all because (safe play only) but amazing. we cuddled and watched tv for a while in his bedroom and well he walked me to my car and off i went home It went great if you ask me and he's already asked me out twice more but idk i think we gotta take it slowly because I'm not looking for a boyfriend yet but rather a cool guy to hang out and if it ever gets there then it gets there. i just wanted to share that little bit of my first date with you guys.

So i think its great how one can go from being a completely different person one day, to wake up and realize you have had a female trapped inside of you for your entire life. It has gotten to the point where i look at other females and think i can do my make up better than her, or i can wear that skirt with these shoes lol. Life has a funny way to manifest itself and sometimes it guides us through what we are or what we should have been.

So far Meghan has been controlling this ride, lets see what else she does.

Meghan.