My desire to dress in women's clothing

My name is "Anna", and I have always loved to dress me in women's clothing. It start when I was 14 year old It started wen I played a game on the floor and looked up under my mother's skirt, then I saw her white panties, stockings and garters, I could not take my eyes off her,I felt my cock it was hard.Later in the evening I was reading a porn magazine and watched women in lingerie then I felt a longing to try hers cloting,Why I do not know? Maybe because I wanted to feel what it felt like to be dressed in women's clothing.The following day I went into her dirty laundry, she was at her job.I pulled it all out on the floor, there was the dress she had yesterday, and there were her white panties I took and sniffed them a faint smell of pee and feminine scent that makes me horny, I started licked in the crotch out them, I became more and more excited, what do I do, lick my mom's panties?.I put the clothes that I would try it in a pile. A bra, panties the dress that she had yesterday a petticoat, but I did not see suspender belt and any nylon stockings. I went into mom's room in her in wardrobe there was a dresser and in it was stockings and suspender belt, I could not help but poke around in her clothes, so nice and soft.In a box was full with massage apparatus black and nude thick and double one dickhead in every end. I checked in a large box, and then I was afraid it was full of whips, leather belt, canes in different thicknesses and rope and leather clothes and handcuffs I had read that it was Domina clothes and she was a Domina what kind of a mother I has. I took stockings o garter belt with me, on the floor stood her shoes I tried a couple with not too high heel with an open toe, so sexy they fit me really good.I went back to the bathroom with mom's clothes, where I undressed. And then began the transformation I started with a white garter belt and then black stockings with seam (it's not easy being a woman the seam should be straight.) Now I'm better at it. Then the white bra which I filled with cotton.And then they wet panties. My thighs were cloying, the stockings were so smeared with cock juice that flowing constant I pulled up the panties over my shaved cock (not so many hairs), now it was the petticoat that would be taken on and then the dress and the shoes.I was now fully dressed as a woman, my heart pounding, I watched myself and felt so sexy and fine I smelled like mom I turned around in her dress and then went around the house in her high heels, I went into the kitchen and looked in the fridge where there was a thick cucumber, I took it with me, I went to my room and.I stood on all fours on my bed, I lifted my skirt and pulled down my panties which were filled with sticky sperm , I just came again and again as a lubricant was not needed I took the cucumber and steered it into my anus I felt the hole stretch and I received cucumber inch by inch, I soon had the whole cucumber into me and then squirted my cock again straight down into the panties and it came on nylon stockings also. I felt so naughty, so I felt I should get a taste of rattan I got up and pulled up my sticky panties and went into mom's room and into the closet and the big black box and took out a master rattan and hurried back to my room I lay down on my side of the bed and lifted the skirt and pulled down the panties. I took the rattan and sighted on my buttocks and took all the strength and hit the "smack" semen splashed and there was a red line over the buttocks, I went on a couple of hard I could feel it warming. I continued after I turned up the other buttock then I hit a couple of hard met the which far down the thighs it hurt so bad but I did not stop I continued with some high up it sounded swoch "smack" swoch "smack" swoch "smack" SWOCH "smack" I was more accurate I was up at 35 and the tail was full of bleeding stripes I did not believe that a rattan could make that result I was a sore slut.