Exhibitionism is the new modesty

It turns me on.
I have to admit it, displaying my masturbation publicly is a real turn on.

No ā€¦ I mean I get so ragingly excited when Iā€™m jerking off on a public cam and someone comes in the room and tells me how much they like it. I canā€™t help myself, I just lose my load.

Like some kind of Pavlovian dog responding to a bell, my cock starts dripping the minute my eyes see some kind encouragement.

Itā€™s not as if Iā€™m a premature ejaculator. Iā€™ve been known to go (too) long. Itā€™s just so difficult for me to hold off when someone on the other side is letting me know my cock is getting them off.

The truth is that Iā€™ve had public wank fantasies ever since my first sprout of puberty. Iā€™ve always enjoyed the idea of jerking off for a group of well-dressed middle-aged females who enjoy telling me what to do.
I guess the CFNM porn genre was plucked from my head.

To call me an exhibitionist is a tad rigid. Iā€™m certainly NOT into jumping out from corners and frightening women. Good heavens NO! I want my audience to enjoy themselves, just like I am enjoying myself. I guess itā€™s more like a public masturbation orgy than a Flashing thing for me.

There is a kind of implied consent amongst the participants here, as opposed to just popping up in some strangers face and waving your twig-and-berries at them.

Of course the nice thing about the cam room here at xham is that you get to be the center of attention.

Hmmm, ā€¦ pherhaps thatā€™s the key. Itā€™s about seeking attention and recognition for your efforts, much like participation in other social media networks. Itā€™s just that here on xham, weā€™re all naked.
Wonderfully, gloriously nude!

When I get positive attention and recognition for my efforts, my HOT balls begin to boil over.
Yipee ! ;)

http://psychcentral.com/blog/archives/2009/04/27/is-exhibitionism-the-new-modesty/

(Any psych students want to take a stab at this? )


Published by iwank2
11 years ago
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krystal_geysers 10 years ago
Love this, love this soooo much! As an MA in Psych, I have a lot to say about this...not right this minute, or I'll be late to work, but yesssssssssss!
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slut4camuse 11 years ago
I agree, I find showing on cam to be extremely exciting. I don't know why it is.
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