My odd life

my life is something like a bad dream
when i was a c***d I was forced to live in a broken home
I was abused mentally and physically
It's no wonder to me why I do the things I do
I am who I am .

I try to forgive those who have harmed me in the past but find it hard to forget and forgive.
I find myself lonely every night.
I just want to be loved like any other person on this planet but I think I'll never have what others have
My only wish is that I can go on living and not be subjected to abuse.

My name is Leland and I am single and alone.

--update-2014--

whoaa I'm no longer single and found and have the love of my life <3

thank you to whomever reads this.

I have more to say but now is not the time.