Learning
It took some time after I first thought about sucking cock before I actually did it. But once I got past that first time I really took to it. At first it was mostly (entirely?) gloryholes. They were nice because I still felt shy about the whole thing and they gave me some control.
Back in those days I only sucked and rarely got sucked. I had no interest in anything butt related. I also never wanted anyone to cum in my mouth. Not sure why, because I had shot into my own mouth a few times fantasizing about cock. That happened when I finally managed to get own mouth in my cock. It was too stressful to cum that way but backing off a few inches and stroking did the trick.
A couple of years after I first started sucking I was in a booth at an adult book store sucking a nice cock. As I sucked the idea of him cumming in my mouth grew. I was suddenly very turned on by that idea. So I started doing everything I could to get him to cum. I knew he was close when he started thrusting motions. Then he just pushed forward as far as he could and stopped moving. Spurts of cum hit the back of my throat. Swallowing as fast as I could I kept all of it, except for a drop or two at the corners of my mouth. Since then I've always swallowed if a guy cums in my mouth.
Went to a nude beach North of Santa Barbara one day. Walked past all the people and into a small cove where I settled in and read the book I had brought with me. A guy showed up and sat next to me. He was hard and that made me hard as well. When he sucked me I felt a finger at my hole. This was a first for me and was not unpleasant.
Nothing else happened that day but it made me do some thinking. While masturbating at home one night I was reading a story in some porn rag. The writer was describing getting fucked and how it felt when a hard cock first touched his hole. I got very turned on and soon started cumming.
The next step happened at a hot spring. I was alone and naked in the water. I put some neosporin on my finger and started playing with my hole. When I found the prostate and rubbed it the sensations were weird and amazing.
I ended up buying a dildo and using it during masturbation. It amazed me how much more intense the orgasms were with it inside my ass. Squatting over it in the shower I was able to bounce on it. Soon a weakness hit my entire body as the pleasure spread. Never had I had an orgasm so amazing.
Really wanted a cock after that. But still had the problem on being shy. Back at the hot spring one morning I was once again alone until a young guy came down the trail, stripped, and got in the pool with me. I was lying face down with my head on my arms at the edge of the pool. He started rubbing my back and I thought it was finally going to happen. Then all of a sudden he tried to just thrust hard into me. Well, that didn't work and made me bleed a little.
We could have had a great time if he'd been patient. As it was I just sucked him off and he left.
It was just about dark at another hot spring when I got into the pool. Nobody was around. With some silicon lube in my fingers I played with my hole and loved how open it was. Had to stop when a car drove up.
There was just one guy in the car. He came over to the pool I was in (it still is the best pool there) and asked if I'd mind some company. I told him there was plenty of room. He stripped down and entered the pool. We chatted a bit and I learned he had recently turned 18.
At some point the talk turned sexual and I found out he was a virgin. In the fading light I could barely see he was hard under the water. Not sure how we progressed but I found myself sucking him. He had a nice cock and I loved how hard it was compared to some of the ones I'd lately sucked. It didn't take long for him to cum. I thought he would leave after cumming but he didn't.
We talked some more. He asked about anal and I told him about what I'd done so far. That made him hard again and he asked if he could fuck. I got out the bottle of lube and pushed some inside me. Then I put a lot on his cocked while it throbbed a bit.
I remembered that story I read as he put the head at my hole. It was a glorious feeling. The I told him to apply a little pressure. After a minute the head was partially in and was hitting the inner sphincter. Told him to move it back and forth without trying to thrust further inside.
The movement felt really good. And soon he was getting deeper with each stroke. When it was all the way in all I could think of was how much better it was than a toy. When he started really fucking I finally knew how good it could be. My cock was extremely hard and white fluid was leaking out. All too soon he came and withdrew. I was more rag doll than human at that point and he was quite spent. Still he took me into him mouth and made me finally cum.
Went back to that hot spring a few times during my trip but never hooked up. Did go back on a later trip and had fun. But that's another story.
Back in those days I only sucked and rarely got sucked. I had no interest in anything butt related. I also never wanted anyone to cum in my mouth. Not sure why, because I had shot into my own mouth a few times fantasizing about cock. That happened when I finally managed to get own mouth in my cock. It was too stressful to cum that way but backing off a few inches and stroking did the trick.
A couple of years after I first started sucking I was in a booth at an adult book store sucking a nice cock. As I sucked the idea of him cumming in my mouth grew. I was suddenly very turned on by that idea. So I started doing everything I could to get him to cum. I knew he was close when he started thrusting motions. Then he just pushed forward as far as he could and stopped moving. Spurts of cum hit the back of my throat. Swallowing as fast as I could I kept all of it, except for a drop or two at the corners of my mouth. Since then I've always swallowed if a guy cums in my mouth.
Went to a nude beach North of Santa Barbara one day. Walked past all the people and into a small cove where I settled in and read the book I had brought with me. A guy showed up and sat next to me. He was hard and that made me hard as well. When he sucked me I felt a finger at my hole. This was a first for me and was not unpleasant.
Nothing else happened that day but it made me do some thinking. While masturbating at home one night I was reading a story in some porn rag. The writer was describing getting fucked and how it felt when a hard cock first touched his hole. I got very turned on and soon started cumming.
The next step happened at a hot spring. I was alone and naked in the water. I put some neosporin on my finger and started playing with my hole. When I found the prostate and rubbed it the sensations were weird and amazing.
I ended up buying a dildo and using it during masturbation. It amazed me how much more intense the orgasms were with it inside my ass. Squatting over it in the shower I was able to bounce on it. Soon a weakness hit my entire body as the pleasure spread. Never had I had an orgasm so amazing.
Really wanted a cock after that. But still had the problem on being shy. Back at the hot spring one morning I was once again alone until a young guy came down the trail, stripped, and got in the pool with me. I was lying face down with my head on my arms at the edge of the pool. He started rubbing my back and I thought it was finally going to happen. Then all of a sudden he tried to just thrust hard into me. Well, that didn't work and made me bleed a little.
We could have had a great time if he'd been patient. As it was I just sucked him off and he left.
It was just about dark at another hot spring when I got into the pool. Nobody was around. With some silicon lube in my fingers I played with my hole and loved how open it was. Had to stop when a car drove up.
There was just one guy in the car. He came over to the pool I was in (it still is the best pool there) and asked if I'd mind some company. I told him there was plenty of room. He stripped down and entered the pool. We chatted a bit and I learned he had recently turned 18.
At some point the talk turned sexual and I found out he was a virgin. In the fading light I could barely see he was hard under the water. Not sure how we progressed but I found myself sucking him. He had a nice cock and I loved how hard it was compared to some of the ones I'd lately sucked. It didn't take long for him to cum. I thought he would leave after cumming but he didn't.
We talked some more. He asked about anal and I told him about what I'd done so far. That made him hard again and he asked if he could fuck. I got out the bottle of lube and pushed some inside me. Then I put a lot on his cocked while it throbbed a bit.
I remembered that story I read as he put the head at my hole. It was a glorious feeling. The I told him to apply a little pressure. After a minute the head was partially in and was hitting the inner sphincter. Told him to move it back and forth without trying to thrust further inside.
The movement felt really good. And soon he was getting deeper with each stroke. When it was all the way in all I could think of was how much better it was than a toy. When he started really fucking I finally knew how good it could be. My cock was extremely hard and white fluid was leaking out. All too soon he came and withdrew. I was more rag doll than human at that point and he was quite spent. Still he took me into him mouth and made me finally cum.
Went back to that hot spring a few times during my trip but never hooked up. Did go back on a later trip and had fun. But that's another story.
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