At 64

I'm 64, 5'9, 185. Not bad on the eyes. Body still in good shape, maybe a bit more belly , but my penis...I swear! IT"S GETTING BIGGER! lol ! Ok, the post is about how me, being married for over 30 years to the same woman......well...men...you know what I mean if that's you also! I have been curious about men since my teens, and through the years have experimented. But something has changed in me over the last 3 years. I find myself being so engrossed with the thought of being with a man... not just a thought or feeling, but down deep gut feel that if something were to ever happen between the wife and I, I would probably seek out male companionship for the rest of my days, fulfilling every fantasy that I am having now and have had over the years. What I'm saying is hard to put down in words. I love my wife, but, crave the feel of another man...DAILY!! The waking up in the morning with the knowledge of someone else laying there with you that has a soft warm butt, and a sexy cut cock just inch's from me, to do whatever I'd like to do with him. Wanna just roll over toward him and feel his body heat next to me as I let my hand start tracing over his chest gently, feeling him breathe. His naked body laying there for me!! And I'm almost high on the feeling of his body! Scooting up closer to him, my penis growing uncontrollably as it grazes his thigh....I put my leg over his and continue to run my soft hand over his chest, down his stomach and to his pelvis...noticing he has grown just a bit! mmmm I can't resist and eagerly trace my fingertips up the bottom side of his growing shaft, his cock juts up at my touch..and I could hear a soft moan escape his lips...Just hearing that and feeling the heat coming from his hot penis, my own cock was now bone hard and pressed tightly to his thigh. Hard to even write this as I sit here hard....the wife in the other room. I hate to even finish this , because I'll be left with an empty fantasy and an engorged penis...but I hope you guys got the jist of what I;m feeling, and wonder if there are any gentlemen like myself out there that would like to chit-chat about this passion, just let me know. PS......... Every fantasy about being with another man, involves only older men, such as myself who are in touch with their soft side and can feel the other man even if not physically! Would love to continue this.......with you????