Cuckold love

How do I feel when my wife is surrounded by a lot of men with pissing dicks at a sex party. She sucks them, she lets them fuck her in her sweet holes. She loves when she ends up in her mouth and fills her face with sperm. At the end, she always asks me to kiss her and I'm the one who takes her to the shower and rinses everything off her. I love her very much. I really like to watch how she gets orgasms with others. I'm not jealous at all, I'm proud of her