Anal prep
Here I am again..desperate..
Why is preparing for anal so fucking hard?
It feels so good to have something up my butt but it throws me off every time I see some p*o come out. So I run back to the bathroom and try to do anal douche without proper equipment..which for me, makes it more difficult. And then after some washes, you just lose your energy to go at it again.
Is it just me? All I want is to have an object (I got no toys, or a dick to do it with) fuck my ass and rubs my prostate so I can cum without touching my tiny dick. But the process of getting there is long and hard.
Today, I got so horny, I couldn't concentrate. I wanted to play with my ass so badly and one thing lead to the other. Started to rub my asshole. Slowly making my finger inside the tip and out. Finally getting a finger in. It isn't so hard anymore to get a finger in now. But due to my size, I can't reach to my prostate with my finger. I need to use an object in order to reach it. So grabbed whatever I can find, which today was a hammer.... ? its length and thickness seemed right at the time. I don't have any condoms so I wrap it in plastic and a rubber band to keep it in place. Desperate needs calls for desperate measures right? Well, it didn't really go as planned. Who would've thought plastic wrap burns like fire?!?!?!??!? Fuck it hurt so muchhhh
I somehow managed to get it in. In and out. In and out. Fuck that 5 seconds or so felt like heaven until it was fucking burning. I was still able to gap my hole a bit and exercise that muscle.
I should get a dildo or something but I'm not game enough yet to spend that money.. What was your worst experience? Or do you have toy suggestions? I saw one on lovense which was a dildo for men? Reaching your prostate and vibrating at the same time with an app. I wonder if I should get that.
Why is preparing for anal so fucking hard?
It feels so good to have something up my butt but it throws me off every time I see some p*o come out. So I run back to the bathroom and try to do anal douche without proper equipment..which for me, makes it more difficult. And then after some washes, you just lose your energy to go at it again.
Is it just me? All I want is to have an object (I got no toys, or a dick to do it with) fuck my ass and rubs my prostate so I can cum without touching my tiny dick. But the process of getting there is long and hard.
Today, I got so horny, I couldn't concentrate. I wanted to play with my ass so badly and one thing lead to the other. Started to rub my asshole. Slowly making my finger inside the tip and out. Finally getting a finger in. It isn't so hard anymore to get a finger in now. But due to my size, I can't reach to my prostate with my finger. I need to use an object in order to reach it. So grabbed whatever I can find, which today was a hammer.... ? its length and thickness seemed right at the time. I don't have any condoms so I wrap it in plastic and a rubber band to keep it in place. Desperate needs calls for desperate measures right? Well, it didn't really go as planned. Who would've thought plastic wrap burns like fire?!?!?!??!? Fuck it hurt so muchhhh
I somehow managed to get it in. In and out. In and out. Fuck that 5 seconds or so felt like heaven until it was fucking burning. I was still able to gap my hole a bit and exercise that muscle.
I should get a dildo or something but I'm not game enough yet to spend that money.. What was your worst experience? Or do you have toy suggestions? I saw one on lovense which was a dildo for men? Reaching your prostate and vibrating at the same time with an app. I wonder if I should get that.
2 years ago