Another white guy ready to submit and get blacked

I'm a white guy tall thin and good looking with a girly figure and a very cute tiny bubble butt I've been dominated by females before and slave to them and loved it, only an ex-girlfriend decided to talk very dirty about my involvement with her ex-boyfriends and other men in front of her and that was turning me on so much I have visuals and feel like having the ultimate humiliation experience, through my visuals I now seek a black man that would enjoy turning me into a sissy very roughly in front of females