Whiteboi turned sissy cock sucking faggot by BBC!!

when I was still in school and trying or at least pretending to be a straight male some of the girls I dated cheated on me with a black guy that lead to them seeing more black guys and eventually having mixed k**s some even married black men. At first I was kinda angry and jealous, then watching porn with the Mighty BBC it was obvious why they liked then! I have always had a little penis 4" hard. I knew that I could not complete, but after so much IR porn I was starting to think that I wish I could be the woman getting fucked by a Black Man and his BBC. As time past I "realized" I was "Bi" and got with a few guys and I liked sucking and getting fucked. Then I met a Black God on Manhunt dating site and that is when everything changed!!! This Stud had 10" of Big Beautiful Black Cock! One of the only cock I couldn't deep throat and when he busted in my backdoor I remember how it hurt... and felt amazing!! He had his way with me, like the more I whimpered the harder he fucked me even laughing at me because he could see that he was the biggest one and the first BBC I ever had. We met a few more times then he moved... how I wish I could have him back inside me!! And I stopped being jealous of Black Gods and understood why women love Black Men! Now I am competing with the women who want BBC! There is an old saying "if you can't beat them join them" Well instead of joining them I serve them and worship their Big Dicks! If any Superior Black Man ask or tells me to suck his BBBC I drop to my knees crawl to him, pleasure him as he wishes, my two holes are always open for Black Gods!! And my reward is their superior seed that I swallow every drop unless he decides to breed me and then I hold it in me to try to absorb as much as possible in my sissy pussy then eat the rest that drains out. Any Black Men want to use my holes or just want some to be a maid or a bitch let me know, Black Ladies I am sure my little itty-bitty Clitty only has one use for you and that is to laugh at and if that is what you want to do as you wish, but I offer my holes to you as well like eating your superior pussy or whatever you want to use it for and same goes for my sissy pussy! Fact: BBC turns whitebois into sissy cock sucking faggots like me and I am so excited and thankful that I know my place! I am a bitch/slut/slave for THE BNWO!!