11 years after previous story ... a flower blossom
11 years after that painful experience with my first wife, I feel transformed.
I guess I have to thank her for opening my true self, I guess she saw what I could not, or chose to deny.
My feminine side has blossomed like a flower. I've been taking female hormone injections and the effect on my body and mind has been overwhelming. I think I always want to be a T-girl and now it's really happening.
I always had a very small penis, and now it's just the right size ... the glans shows like the head of a clit when I'm not erect and maybe two floppy inches when I am (which is not often). My balls have shrunk to the size of two large marbles. So much easier to shave down there now. I wear a two-piece bathing suit or panties and still pass as a girl.
My breasts have gotten more fatty tissue and the nipples are large and puffy (I guess I have to thank my ex for all the times she pulled on them, yanked and twisted them :-).
My voice is higher-pitched. I always did have a somewhat pretty face but now it's even more lovely (and no beard! The hair has greatly decreased from the rest of my body (except for my head, thank God), which makes shaving a lot easier. I've even learned how to walk in shoes with low heels.
I know where to go for fun and find guys who like me. I always tell them I'm a T-girl and hook up with those who are OK with it. I get a lot of pleasure from pleasing my man. I will get into any position they want. Instead of getting orgasms which was my previous goal, now I get a deep sense of satisfaction, feeling a man enjoy himself deeply penetrating inside me, or playing with his hard cock in my mouth, sometimes swallowing his cum greedily. I love it when we are face-to-face with him inside me, seeing my little clit and tiny balls useless under his body and him kissing me and sucking my nipples. That is when I am my happiest; that is my ecstasy.
Some times I do cum. If his cock is thick enough, and hard enough, it massages my prostate and I feel a warmth and an orgasm which is how I guess a woman might feel, and a little dribble of cum comes out.
I can never again get the hard erections (even though my penis was small) nor the explosion of sperm and the intense throbbing orgasm as I did in the past, but I am much happier with what I feel now and who I am now as a T-girl.
I guess I have to thank her for opening my true self, I guess she saw what I could not, or chose to deny.
My feminine side has blossomed like a flower. I've been taking female hormone injections and the effect on my body and mind has been overwhelming. I think I always want to be a T-girl and now it's really happening.
I always had a very small penis, and now it's just the right size ... the glans shows like the head of a clit when I'm not erect and maybe two floppy inches when I am (which is not often). My balls have shrunk to the size of two large marbles. So much easier to shave down there now. I wear a two-piece bathing suit or panties and still pass as a girl.
My breasts have gotten more fatty tissue and the nipples are large and puffy (I guess I have to thank my ex for all the times she pulled on them, yanked and twisted them :-).
My voice is higher-pitched. I always did have a somewhat pretty face but now it's even more lovely (and no beard! The hair has greatly decreased from the rest of my body (except for my head, thank God), which makes shaving a lot easier. I've even learned how to walk in shoes with low heels.
I know where to go for fun and find guys who like me. I always tell them I'm a T-girl and hook up with those who are OK with it. I get a lot of pleasure from pleasing my man. I will get into any position they want. Instead of getting orgasms which was my previous goal, now I get a deep sense of satisfaction, feeling a man enjoy himself deeply penetrating inside me, or playing with his hard cock in my mouth, sometimes swallowing his cum greedily. I love it when we are face-to-face with him inside me, seeing my little clit and tiny balls useless under his body and him kissing me and sucking my nipples. That is when I am my happiest; that is my ecstasy.
Some times I do cum. If his cock is thick enough, and hard enough, it massages my prostate and I feel a warmth and an orgasm which is how I guess a woman might feel, and a little dribble of cum comes out.
I can never again get the hard erections (even though my penis was small) nor the explosion of sperm and the intense throbbing orgasm as I did in the past, but I am much happier with what I feel now and who I am now as a T-girl.
5 years ago
