The day my x-hamster died
All I wanted was to make one friend - and that's not going to happen.
If I comment on a video (and I have and I enjoyed them so much) then someone could end up seeing this post, but if I don't comment - well you see the dichotomy of do I or don't I.
Imagine this - you are home, but not just home you have been home since 1991, isolated.
People don't like being around people who are ill - so much so that they soon find excuses to not come around as much and soon your family is distant as well, but you really don't know why.
Now the boredom of day in and day out television. You are lonely - worked your butt off your whole life - but no one cared, ever.
Months go by - years go by - decades - and finally you decide that you are so lonely that it is time to join that web-site you have been frequenting for decades as well, but it isn't conducive to making friends and expectations get trounced.
Expecting to much? Sure? Expectations to high? Of course.
I'm guessing that someday that someone is going to see this and say - Row, people don't talk like that you know and all that polite crap you've got - Just doesn't wash and I will say, but of course it did - 31 years ago.
And of all the wonders in the world (wow this is a game changer), I have recently been shown you-tube where I will undoubtably end up watching dog and cat videos wishing I was here. I don't know, maybe I won't give up yet, or maybe it could have been all have been about the escape from the beginning or maybe it was the LSD.
If I comment on a video (and I have and I enjoyed them so much) then someone could end up seeing this post, but if I don't comment - well you see the dichotomy of do I or don't I.
Imagine this - you are home, but not just home you have been home since 1991, isolated.
People don't like being around people who are ill - so much so that they soon find excuses to not come around as much and soon your family is distant as well, but you really don't know why.
Now the boredom of day in and day out television. You are lonely - worked your butt off your whole life - but no one cared, ever.
Months go by - years go by - decades - and finally you decide that you are so lonely that it is time to join that web-site you have been frequenting for decades as well, but it isn't conducive to making friends and expectations get trounced.
Expecting to much? Sure? Expectations to high? Of course.
I'm guessing that someday that someone is going to see this and say - Row, people don't talk like that you know and all that polite crap you've got - Just doesn't wash and I will say, but of course it did - 31 years ago.
And of all the wonders in the world (wow this is a game changer), I have recently been shown you-tube where I will undoubtably end up watching dog and cat videos wishing I was here. I don't know, maybe I won't give up yet, or maybe it could have been all have been about the escape from the beginning or maybe it was the LSD.
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