Hopes and cream dreams?

as i lie here just torchering myself getting hornier and hornier never coming to climax as i want and desire all i can think of is to get fucked real hard and long and then tapered down to that real orgasmic slow and even harder type of fucking that you just feel every inch and every little twitch and pulse is like a jolt of ecstacy with each thrust that makes you get close to the edge of having a sissygasm and takes your breathe away and i dont mean just some dude with a 12 inch cock (even though that would be a bonus) the man handeling and domininacne of an alpha male that you know exactly what to do the minute hes present in a room and if he doesnt get it he goes and takes it that is what i fucking need for atleast 2 hours in my boi cunt i just need that perfect man thats got that golden tan nice long black shoulder length hair 6'5 washboard abs not legs for arms but big strong arms with veins popping out and equally toned and muscular back and legs that at any moments notice while im servicing his rock hard cock he just grabs me by the sides and throws me over his shoulder an finds the nearest place to toss me onto face down doesnt bother with my pants or panties and just tears a hole in them smacks my ass til its tingling with soreness and as im about to beg him to stop i feel his pre cum soaked head slowly kiss my tight hole and he reaches forward and grabs my throat just tight enough to where i start feeling that light headed fade and like a jolt of lighting i get the immediate rush of pleasure as i feel his every inch slam into my prostate foricing out a puddle of pre cum and a series of moans and his massive girth stretchs me and all his lengths pounding my prostate til all my pleasure sensors are on overload and like a volcano erupting i have an orgasm that was worked and built up to a crechendo of epic proportions